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- journal entry from 06-16-26 🕊️.

right now i really resent life on Earth so much.
you can spend your whole life here forming a
deep bond and connection w/ someone you’ve
known since y’all were both in diapers just for
them to be gone forever at the receipt of a
phone call.

so much love attached to a temporary existence.
so much love we attach to the recognition of our
loved ones in a temporary form, a temporary body.
i resent that setup deeply. what an arrangement for
inevitable grief, sorrow, affliction, broken-heartedness,
and anguish that we have absolutely no control over.

i usually am good with the wise lesson of acceptance and
i understand nothing lasts forever, i know.. but Bot we had
many more decades to spend together. i never had the
slightest doubt in my mind that we would grow old in tandem.
i’ve known you every second of your whole life and i expected
you to be here for the rest of mine, cousin.

not being able to see you smile again might as well be a
knife to my heart because it hurts just the same. hearing
you say “what’s good cuzzo” or all the numerous ways
you’d make me laugh and i’d think to myself “bruh this
nigga bot is hilarious” were crucial parts of my reason for
being alive, being hopeful, having something in this life to
look forward to. i was just telling trinity how a couple months
ago i was in my room alone expressing gratitude for having
you in my life. “damn i love Bot bro, fr. that nigga means a lot
to me. that’s my dawg. i thank God for him. he’s such a stand
up guy”… literally no one else in the room, just me reflecting
and talking out loud to myself and feeling grateful for you.

you walking through the door at the family functions meant
something spiritual to me. i just loved seeing you, Bot. every
single time. you’re not just my cousin, you were a brother to
me and you know that. we both felt that. ever since uncle
bookie’s passing last year we took a vow as a family to truly
cherish every moment we have with each other so you & i
never shied away from looking each other in the eye and
expressing how much we meant to one another. there was
no masculine bravado in the way of that. it was sincere.

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what’s that i see in my retina ?
hieroglyphics, vibrant hues, etcetera 

how many lifetimes spent tryna
get to this one ? had so many, several 

never let a leech get fed
open my mind, its free
no thought in my head

gratitude blood get bled
a job well done to myself
as i lay in my bed taken in North Cascades National Park by @sunset_trei
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what is life bro. and who knew it could
be so beautiful. costa rica compilation vlog.
episode 161 on the flow network youtube.
go peeeeep. 🩷

@carlavargas enjoyed every second with you. taken in Puerto Viejo, Limon, Costa Rica by @sunset_trei
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2 years ago
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taken in Here .There. Everywhere by @sunset_trei
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17 days ago
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twenty photos from the last two months. taken in 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓷. by @sunset_trei
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3 months ago
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- life on film. taken in Rockdale River Trail by @sunset_trei
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2 months ago
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- mama, i’m rich.

2nd trip to australia, an absolute success. taken in Maroubra Beach, Australia by @sunset_trei
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7 months ago
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- 🌸🌸 taken in Life is Good by @sunset_trei
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4 months ago
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i work like 2-3 days a week and
get to travel the world for free.

nothing in this life lasts forever so
i’m squeezing the nectar out of every
blessing i have in front of me while i’m
alive to appreciate it.

it’d be a crime to take any of this
for granted. luckily i’m wiser than that. taken in Puerto Viejo, Limon, Costa Rica by @sunset_trei
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5 months ago
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- 🫂 taken in Turrialba, Cartago, Costa Rica by @sunset_trei
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6 months ago
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YEAH YOU KNOW I’M FROM
THE HOOD, BUT I MADE IT
OUT THE HOOD.

such simple but deeply resonant
lyrics. they touch my soul. taken in Africa by @sunset_trei
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8 months ago
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hot air balloons. 3 course meals.
stars clusters in the desert night sky.
signature moroccan mint tea. pranayama
yogic philosophy. shadow journaling.
conversations by the pool in front of the
sunlight. palm trees. cocktail hour.
texts from the concierge, “your driver has
arrived”. drinks on a sky lounge rooftop 
overlooking the medina. moroccan rugs.
beautiful outfits and dresses worn by the
ladies on the retreat to marvel at while
i happily sit across from them at the dinner
table. tickets from the marrakech police
for not wearing seatbelts. driver getting stuck
in a ditch on the way to dinner. complimentary
champagne sent over to us from the table 
beside that was celebrating a graduation.
breath work, meditation, songwriting,
cats, turtles, camels, birds chirping, luxury,
opulence, gratitude, and appreciation.
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thanks for having me on this retreat
@etherealtrinity, i love you 💕 taken in Marrakech, Morocco, North Africa by @sunset_trei
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9 months ago
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