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Excuse me, I may have forgotten who TF I was for a minute. 
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#Throwback to a time when I was at the lowest and the highest point in the United States in the same 24 hours.  #mountwhitney  #badwaterbasin talk about acclimation šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«
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This year has been f*ck€|} for me. I’ve experienced depression in the past, but I don’t think I knew what ā€œsuffering from depressionā€ really entailed until this year. Knowing me, you know a jubilant person. Someone strong and spontaneous. I’ve let my negative self talk completely take over. I’ve found myself unworthy of pretty much everything, friendships, partnerships, opportunities…. It’s like because I can’t ā€œtry hardā€, dance well or summit hard shit right now, I have nothing to offer. And instead of trying to be content with the present and what my reality is, I have constantly tried to escape. New hobbies, reading, mindless social scrolls, lists lists LISTS. Lists that I stopped writing because I knew I was not going to attempt to cross those tasks off. When I stopped making lists, I stopped giving a shit. 
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It’s mad scary when you feel like a foreign entity in your own body. And that’s the only sentiment I can relate to this year. Feeling like my body is not my own, I don’t recognize those legs, or this fatigue. 
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It’s taken a while, but those lists are flowing freely now…. And I’m checking shit off. I know there is still a climber in me. And even though I gave up on myself yesterday and the day before, and the 13 consecutive weeks before that, it doesn’t mean I have to give up on today or tomorrow. Doing things for ā€œfuture meā€. A me that is actually appreciative instead of jaded. Can’t let future me down. She’s hard to impress, just like the old model I can tell.
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From the ground, you might never see them, but from the air the Blythe Intaglios become all too apparent. This is just one of many locations on our site! To find out more about this location and much more head on over to Knownowgolater.com and start your adventure! 
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Thank you @1carney for this awesome location!
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#knownowgolater #California #cal #Cali #VisitCalifornia #CA
#onlyinsoutherncalifornia #SoCal #SoCalphotographer #SouthernCaliforniaPhotographer #friday #SouthernCaliforniaPhotography #history #historyofart #HistoryNerd #historyinpictures #historylover #historybuff #aliens #historytour #historyphoto
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A natural wonder, The Wave is a photographer's paradise carved into the sandstone over countless years by the wind. For more info about location and many other awesome places head over to our website! 
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Thank you @1carney for this awesome location! 
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#knownowgolater #Arizona #natural_arizona #instagramaz #explorearizona #see_arizona #arizona🌵  #arizonaliving #az #Hike #hiking #hikes #hikingadventures #thewave #travel #Travelgram #traveling #Travelphotography #travelling #thewave #thursday #travel #photo
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