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6 months man, crazy. Here are a few things I’ve been thinking about during that time: 

last assignment was friday, I don’t feel a sense of euphoria, I just feel… whelmed; not over or underwhelmed just whelmed (I know someone who probably kissed their teeth at me using that word🤣)

Also, from now on if you ask what I’m going to do afterwards you have to buy me a drink because I’m tired of answering that question for free, I like caprisuns. If you don’t have a plan or things aren’t going to plan - that’s normal, everyone is making it up as they go, your path is meant for you and it will find you as much you are trying to find it.

Don’t be a hater it’s a stupid look on you bruv.

Arsenoooooo 🤣🤣🤣

Low-key I’ve started running, why am I running - I hate running.

I’ve been having these rampant urges throughout the months to just EXPERIENCE THINGS - the best way to describe it is that I can see the fire, I know the fire will burn me but I want to touch it anyways to FEEL the sensation of it because isn’t that what this whole life thing is about. Otherwise, we’re just chatGPT with legs, ygm ?

As an African child you get your fair share of beatings when you’re naughty, they’re painful, you cry, the more you cry, the more beatings you get which icl there’s an element to it where it’s funny 🤣🤣(yes, my sense of humour is a bit cooked). To get less hidings you develop a skill to suppress your emotions. It’s an interesting skill I have… I’m going to put that skill in my back pocket for now. I want to find where my unsuppressed emotions fit in my life and be able to regulate them properly which lowkey has me on edge but I think it will be fun. We’re gonna encounter an interesting version of me on trial If we don’t like it we’ll just end that subscription because in this dünya you can do what you want when you want. 

Very grateful for the community of people that choose to put up with me, I’ve had some W’s over the months but I’ve had some testing times and it’s the love and support in the big and small ways that have kept me sane. ( the rest of this caption is in the comment 🫂)
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