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Die allererste Hochzeit in unserer Villa. Ein rundum perfekter Abend. Herzlichen Glückwunsch an Leah & Gabriel. Auf euch und die Liebe! 🍾

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mexican by blood, american by burden 😔✊ german immigrant ✅

photo dump of visiting home back in July for a reunión familiar mixed in w my recent germ life 🥶🇩🇪

Was literally sin papeles for a while waiting on this gahddamn visa to process, then had hella plans fall thru when I did manage to get some in-between papers called a Fiktionsbescheinigung. Basically a doc saying I could stay in the country while waiting on my actual residence permit. What I did NOT realize was that there are three different kinds of Fiktionsbescheinigungen and the one I got was the kind that doesn't let ya cross borders 🥲 so my hopes and dreams of visiting some friends out in Kazakhstan in August/Sept went to shit.

When Sachgebiet Migration und Aufenthalt finally told me they started processing my residence permit and that it'd take four to five weeks at the latest, I had delusions of at LEAST embarking on a lil bikepacking trip to the mountains in Austria to celebrate finally getting it.

Ofc eight weeks later the season has turned and for a Californian mind u it's fuggin cold. I do NOT have the equipment to be wildcamping in the mountains in this kind of weather 😭 In my head I was getting this thing in the warmth of late summer. Instead I have emerged from immigration purgatory just in time for German winter 🥶😔✊

i love my family so much 🙂‍↕️

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Meine ersten Eindrücke unserer Villa Aux-WG. Verdammt gut! Pool noch trocken, Rasen noch unsichtbar, aber die Vibes stimmen schon zu 100%
Sheeeeesh!

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"25 is the new 0 years old" 🗣️🗣️🗣️
cheers to a year of radically choosing life
& cheers to turning 1 😌

I am so so rich with love, thanks to everyone who made my year of rebirth feel so special 🥹 (sm not pictured here, ig photodump would need to be at least ~500 stills long 😅)

1- a typical unemploid day, SD
2- celebrating 20 yrs of friendship with erika by running a half marathon 💀
3- somewhere in shar planina national park, north macedonia, on the way to popova šapka... most diabolical day of my bikepacking trip, committed the absolute party foul of calling my mom when my silly brain thought I wasn't gonna make it back to civilization
4- views, somewhere between krushevo & kichevo, north macedonia
5- blue eye, theth, albania
6- valbona, albania
7- montenegro... ulcinj to budva w emma
8- kotor, montenegro... post coldest rain ride of my entire tour, most hungover ride, absolute hell, ft emma... shortly before the sangria murks us AGAIN
9- bro's first olympic distance triathlon, cuz's first tri w sup
10- 1st reunion back home w gisselle
11- mi damian y fridyeux w guest star jasiel 🥺🥺🥺
12- the most powerful drug in the world: open water swims in SD, ft rita and ellie
13- sydney, PB
14- ana, perfumo canyon
15- mtn biking squad, auburn
16- dani, slo 🥹
17- 26(.2mi) for 26, the bday girl J in her post marathon glory 🙂‍↕️
18- Auensee w amaru 😌
19- bummin noahs jacket for a ride on amarus bike 😎
20- worn wallet photo of lil stefa, 2 or 3 weeks old

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✨️2026 mantra✨️

One day before my birthday @phil.fol asked me:

"What's your resolution for the next year?"

I hadn't really given it any thought at that point - but strangely enough, without missing a beat, I said:

"I wanna be much more unapologetically myself."

Where did that come from!?

What does that even mean,...

Like,... I *am* me.
It's not like I can - or want to - be someone else.

But somehow, somewhere deep inside there was something that wanted to be seen apearantly. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Phil asked such a simple question.
And yet, it started a whole damn inner process.

Reflecting back on 2025, I realized:
It's been a CRAZY year. 😱

My mom died,
business didn't go at all how I wanted it to,
a lot of friends turned into strangers
and in the middle of all that, I left "home" to start a new life as a perpetual traveller.

What a ride, haha ✨️😎

And the common theme was: transparency.
For the first time in my life I showed myself vulnerable.

Being that raw and open about my inner world felt...

shit.

My nervous system was not happy... 🤣☠️🤡

I've always been the "strong one", handling my chaos and fixed everyone else's as well.

And when I didn't - they left.

I've always smiled and kept my pain hidden.

And when I shared - they've mistaken me for being weak.

I've been giving and giving, because I wanted to.

And when I couldn't - they made me into the villain.

The "I'm here for you"s turned into "it's too much to handle" one by one.

For a long time I wondered why everyone else BUT ME seemed to be allowed to be weak and taken care of.

Why on earth, do I not, deserve the same grace?

What am I doing wrong ffs!?

Easy.

I kept the wrong people around.

So gentle reminder:
Let the trash take itself out. 🙂‍↕️

So much deeper & more nourishing connections will take their place.

Show up as honest as you can - even if it's messy at times.

The good ones will stay.

And have. 💜

Love you guys 💜🧚🏼‍♀️✨️

So with that being said, happy new year...

Season 2 is on 😎😎😎💯✨️
Keep watching

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Villa AUX: eingezogen ✔
Zimmer: Baustelle ✔
Wohnungen: ausgeräumt, gestrichen, geschleppt ✔
Und dann noch: Silvester Opening Party mit 150 Gästen ✔

Ich sag’s wie’s ist: das war komplett wild.
Riesen Erfolg, die Stimmung war brutal – es wurde bis 7 Uhr morgens durchgetanzt.
Danke an alle, die da waren und mit uns diesen Start gefeiert haben.

Und noch was Persönliches: Ich hab meinen Geburtsnamen wieder angenommen – von Hanssen zurück zu Sanders. 🙌

Mein Akku ist gerade trotzdem auf 0%.
Ich bin total ausgelaugt, freu mich aber auf die nächsten Wochen, weil sich das alles nach „Neuanfang“ anfühlt.

Und ja… fertig sind wir noch lange nicht.
Es gibt noch extrem viel zu tun – chronische Unterbuckelung wird bei uns in nächster Zeit safe kein Thema. 😅

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#fujicolor400

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Wünsche euch allen einen guten Rutsch ins neue Jahr, kann mir gut vorstellen das es für einige nicht so ein tolles Jahr war, aber glaubt mir es wird bestimmt besser….
Passt auf euch auf und bitte bleibt gesund…
#insta
#instagood
#2024
#sylvester
#instadaily

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thanks to everyone who took part in our first Fixed Friday. See you at the next ride!
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A M A R U

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