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80lbs down. 

That’s 5 stone 10lbs.
36.29kg.
A baby rhino.
A truck wheel.
An adult male wolf.
A newborn elephant.
Size 20 to Size 12/14. 

And let's be real, it represents so much more than a number on a scale. 

I have worked hard, consistently, to save myself from Class 3 obesity, prediabetes, sleep apnoea, chronic pain and disordered eating. 

This is four years of blood, sweat and tears. And my progress has never been linear. 

I’ve had bad days. I’ve had fights with the scales. I’ve slipped back into old habits. I’ve had days where I wanted to give it all up, say fuck it, and faceplant into everything in the confectionery aisle at Tesco. 

But life is about living. 

This isn’t a diet. It isn’t a fad. It isn’t about punishment or perfection. 

The biggest thing I’ve gained isn’t a smaller body.... It’s my future and the fact that I actually want to be here for it (as a clinically depressed hun, I know, shocked me too.) 

I want to be an old woman. I want to reach retirement. I want to enjoy it. I want to have the health, strength and freedom to actually live the life I worked so hard to get to. 

80lbs is a fucking huge milestone. 

But this journey has never really been about becoming someone else. 

It’s been about giving myself the chance to stay here long enough to become who I’m meant to be. 🖤🦇🖤

I'm gonna go have a cry now.
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Having so many wonderful people celebrate our engagement yesterday was incredibly special. 

I know I have great people in my life but seeing them all meet one another and vibe was everything to me. I looked around at one point and could just see everyone sharing pizzas and drinks and laughing and felt unbelievably lucky. 

I am blessed. Thank you to everyone who came and everyone who sent beautiful messages of well wishes. 

I can’t wait for the wedding. @fabian.brolygainz I love you!💚🖤💚🖤
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Sunday MASS. 

I would like to clarify that this was not my idea. 

Did I like it? Yes. 

Yesterday was such an incredible day. I met so many amazing people, heard many incredible talks and fucking loved having an audience that were forced to listen to me for 45 minutes. 

It was also such a great reminder of the incredible people in my life. So many of my friends from difference spaces in the same place just warmed my heart. 

I love you all. 
I love my work. 
Merry Sunday Mass.
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CLOSED! 💚🖤Confident in 123 💚🖤💚

A giveaway for my new coaching programme. 

I will be giving away 4 months of coaching, this includes nutrition, training, weekly progress reviews, webinars, daily support and much much more. 

To enter you need to head to the link in my bio and fill in a few questions under ‘confident in 123 giveaway’ 

Share this post to your story (and tag me or. I won’t see it) 

Tag 3 friends in the comments below and make sure you’re following me! 

I will be announcing the winner in a week. 

Good luck everyone!
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