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Most of this album was written in 2025. But one piece has been waiting twenty-six years to be heard.

‘A Whispered Dawn (Spencer’s Lullaby)’ was written in 1999, when my first-born son was fighting for his life in neonatal intensive care. Until this album, it had never been recorded. It existed only as a manuscript, written by a version of me that hadn’t yet learned how to face what was happening.

Kierkegaard wrote about the difference between existing and truly becoming yourself: the slow, difficult work of choosing who you are rather than drifting through who you’ve been told to be. In 1999, I hadn’t started that work. My son was in crisis, and so was I, though I didn’t have the language for it then.

The years since have been a long process of unlearning: re-examining decisions, sitting with fear instead of outrunning it, learning to live with more honesty than the version of me who wrote this piece could manage.

Recording it now, alongside music written from that more honest place, is an act of reclamation. It’s the answer that piece has been waiting twenty-six years for.

Spencer is twenty-seven now. This piece was written for him, for me, and I hope you find something in it too. 🎻

Footage of recording sessions by @beanp.roductions 
String Quartet: @eclectivestrings 
Dolby Atmos Mix: @thesoftcentre 
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