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I wanted to make a post about all the post-able things I've done lately, but my brain, soul and body feel crushingly depleted. Why? I don't really know exactly, but maybe I've just been going too hard for too long? 
I don't have any answers or inspirational message here. It just felt weird for me to post pretty pictures of "cool" things I've done lately when I feel and look and am an absolute mess haha. 
I also realize millions and millions of people go harder at life than me everyday. It's my mom's birthday today, and I literally lived in her stomach for 9 months. How is that even possible? I cannot even comprehend how hard that was to have a human being living inside of your body. What in the heck. That is truly sci-fi world stuff, but it's real and I was and am right in the middle of it.
We are literally living in a world as wild as Lord of the Rings right now.

Anyway I've had thousands of amazing incredible miracles in my life over the last few months, and even though there is a whole bunch of good I am just so tired and worn out. But then after all my tiredness I remember... Oh yeah I need to earn money. How do I earn money again? I don't remember.
How do I get to the ridiculous point of saying out loud "I don't have time to have a job!" 
How is that even possible? I don't know. All I know is that I am not very glamorous right now and I just wanted to share it with you all.
Maybe I should eat a meal and take a nap. I will report back. 
Love you all.
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