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i’m officially 3 years clean of self harm. 

never thought i would be saying that to be honest. 
if i could tell that girl what i know now. the girl sitting on her bedroom floor crying and wondering when it’s going to get better. the girl hurting in a way that is unexplainable. if only i could sit and hold her. tell her all about my life now. oh how my heart still aches for her. she was broken, hopeless, so far gone that nothing could have helped her. 

but that wasn’t the end of her story. let me tell you about my God. my God. 

the one who sat and loved me when i couldn’t love myself.
the one who so patiently waited for my stubborn self to come back home. 
the one who already won the battle before it even happened. 
the one who saw me at my very worst and loved me still. 

i wish i could look at that 16 year old girl, grab her face and say trust Him. i wish i could tell her that her future is SEEN and GOOD and the enemy looses every time. i wish i could show her how beautiful she is. i wish i could tell her that God is waiting for her. 

i know that i am only here because of His hand. i will NEVER be afraid to share my testimony. i will make the enemy pay every single day i’m alive for thinking he could mess with my life. 

i’m so grateful for my patient God. i’m thankful for a God who saves, a God who gave up his only son for ME! (even for the girl that wanted nothing to do with Him).

the same God that saved me from rock bottom wants to know YOU! 

you are seen by Him. rest in the fact that you have been thoroughly examined. and get this: the examiner has stayed! 
He is gazing into your heart even at this moment! do you realize that you, at your core, are fully, completely known? 

THATS MY KING! 💓
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