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Life is one adventure after another. Here’s to bigger and better adventures for us all.
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I fell out of love with filmmaking about 8 years ago. I had no heart for it. I was mad at God for giving me this gift. The old Courtney was lost, depressed, unmotivated, fearful, and insecure. Mad for being a visionary. Mad for being gay.😡 I used substances and sex to cope, and for validation😤. I spent a MONTH in a mental health hospital for addiction and because i tried to take myself off earth. I let people use me because they enjoyed my gift, but didnt value.. me. I let myself get in the way of me. I failed at 2 projects, a short film and a reality show.. 😣Then when my mom died 8 days after my 35th birthday, grief took over. I didnt wanna be nothing or do nothing. BUT A DAY CAME within the last year and i finally saw myself, A NEW COURTNEY🤲🏾. I gave up religion, i just wanted God the almighty only. I gave up trying to please people so they’d like me. I gave up on all the things that brought me down. I began to grieve the old me. The sky’s opened up. I accepted that the Courtney that i was with my Ma, i would never meet him again😔. I accepted that i was a recovering addict with over 2 years of sobriety🤩. I gave up perfection. The universe began to conspire on my behalf. I found my love for art again. The universe sent the right people in my life. I learned how to care for myself🧘🏿‍♂️🙏🏿. I had found myself. So as i am 7 days away from my birthday, i honor the old me. I remember him. For if it wasnt for him, i wouldnt be me today. There’s so much in store. Just you wait. ✨#Human #Life #TheArtist #TheFilmmaker 🌍 🎥 😁

High school Senior year, 2006. School Daze: The Play. I was in character in this pic.

BoiRevolution After Dark. My radio podcast that ran from 2010-2012. My co-hosts Eric “TeeTee” and Nicky Jai.

College graduation day, 2015.

Working the Trumpet Awards red carpet as a stage manager, 2017.

Out filming. #ATL

This is when i directed my 2nd short film, “Welcome Home Hero”. We were filming a driving scene and i directed my actors from the floor of the SUV so the camera wouldnt see me.

The day i met Ava Duvernay!

My first time (and wont be my last😉) holding an Oscar at an event for Oscar Winner Geoffrey Fletcher, who wrote the movie ‘P
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