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“ I have crossed oceans of time to find you”
~ Dracula ~
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So many things happened in 2024 that set a pathway for 2025.

- I learned that you can love people and set them free
- I learned that everybody is not rooting for you
- I learned that setting boundaries with friends is a must 
- I learned that family is absolutely and  will forever be, everything
- I learned that hugging your nieces and nephews a few seconds longer is therapeutic 
- I learned that you are not for everyone
- I learned to stop putting so many eggs in one basket
- I learned how to mother the right way and the wrong way
- I learned that god is the ultimate love of my life. 

With all that being said. I also learned that tomorrow can truly wait. As some of you know about my health and what has come of it. Although it’s taken me a little bit to come out and say it, I have had difficulty trying to find the right words to express my feelings. Ever since André was born I have been dealing with an insane amount of pain. After a few internal and external ultrasounds, an MRI and many doctor visits, we found a mass growing near my ovaries. Unfortunately after the MRI they found another. A biopsy will be taking place as well as surgery in the coming weeks and to say I’m ok would be a lie. My emotions are everywhere and the thought of possibly not being here for my son scares me. I know I’m strong. But right now I want to be weak. I don’t want to hold myself up right now because this is hard. The pain is real. All I keep hearing from people is “everything is going to be ok”. Well that may be true…. I also don’t want to run from the fact that everything may not be ok. The emotions are real. The reality is real. 

2025 is a year of new beginnings, at least that’s what I’m telling myself. Whatever god has in store for me, I’m accepting it with open arms and perhaps tears in my eyes but I’m accepting it without doubt. Without confusion but with love and compassion.
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