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Between quiet & heat
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The last month has felt like magic.

Each morning, Drew and I wake up and savor these final days of life as it is—on the edge of becoming something entirely new.

Ephemeral. Impermanent. Electric with anticipation.
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Saying goodbye to the Topanga home of @ryx with a 🔥 dance party

#film #pointandshoot #topanga
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it’s felt like the strangest year to talk about anything other than how the world is burning. i’ve posted less. written less. tried to find more of real-life instants where i think: “being here for *this* was worth the hassle of incarnating.” [it’s funny cuz it’s true.]

one cluster of *this* moments was what i called ‘fake forty’—a decadent act of gathering with a few beloveds in the south of france, since my ‘real’ 40th is to take place a few days after baby 2 is born. 

they flew from india, austria, ireland, canada, the us. 

they roasted me with a powerpoint that included my very own DSM diagnosis, designed dinner-table prompts about death, being crass and visions for the future, and reminded me what real wealth is: being known.

no matter what january brings when baby 2 and actual 40 arrives, fake forty happened. it’s stored in my body as long as i’m here. xx

[i wrote a much longer version of this caption that was too long for insta, and so this is the grossly over-simplified version in the hopes it will actually be read. full version in stories..]

marseille 40th birthday
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