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HONEST MOMENT: Having BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) is such a chore. It seems like I'm always cleaning up my own messes or putting out fires that I myself set. Even the very foundation of my mental health can feel so shaky... It makes it hard to take shelter.

Some days, I wake up and I can't move. I barely make it out of bed. It's almost like sleep paralysis, except you're actually awake and fully aware of the involuntary decision to give up on the day and ultimately yourself. 

Other days, I'm optimistic. I'm motivated. I'm brave enough to take all the fear and transmute it into something golden. Something I can use benefit myself and others. I'm buying into my own micro-culture and my ability to not only improve but, more importantly, maintain that fruitful inner-ecosystem.

These days often rotate in bunches and it feels like I'm in a spin cycle... It's dizzying. Exhausting. So many unkind thoughts tumbling in my mind obnoxiously like Timbs in a dryer.

But I'm not here to read you my last rights. I have dedicated myself to not just endure but enrich my life. I'm not only here to survive. I am to thrive. And I will.

We all will.

I love You.

#1985 #BPD #MentalHealth

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📸 by @dozeyork | "The Exhausted Curator"
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Feeling sporty in my custom one of a kind psychedelic Nike socks by @thecultureref!

Shout to them for the hookup! 

This outfit is called "I Put the D in Divine Masculine/Divine Feminine."

Photo by my talented friend and gifted peer @dozeyork! He has an exquisite eye for culture; and I'm not just saying that because he takes great photos of my doofy dingus self.

#TheCultureRef #1985
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