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February 21, 2026

I’ve kept the videos and photos from this event private because this show was a huge moment for me. I usually don’t play full production shows in LA because they’re expensive, but I usually make an exception for my birthday.

My favorite thing in the world is performing for all my friends from all different walks of life 🥹 and this show was V special. It was sold out, and it was the end of a music era for me. I knew I would be retiring some songs from the setlist after that and stepping into a new music era, but nobody else knew.

I was honestly feeling very low and uninspired at this time, but this show was everything I needed to remind me what it’s all about. I saw my friends’ energy transform and radiate. I saw them cry, kiss their partners, and smile at me out of pride and pure love.

I felt seen, understood, validated, and respected. I felt that all the hard work and all the times I hadn’t gone out with friends because I stayed in to make music were worth it. I felt that my friends still saw me and hadn’t forgotten me, which is something I struggle to remember when I’m feeling low and I don’t hear from friends but see them out without me.

So I decided to post these today and share more in the near future from this magical night. I think, in a way, I was protecting this moment and keeping it to myself because I’ve made some drastic self realizations and connections within myself and my artist project since then.

I think I was also holding onto it because it felt like turning a new page and closing that chapter of my music career and my life. But I wanna liberate myself and remind myself that I’m free to move forward and still revisit the past when I want to.

And when I want to reminisce and be proud of the things I’ve done in the past, especially during hard times, I want to feel free to do so moving forward.

That’s all.

New song from the girl who was having a rough time before she played this show, coming October 2nd. 🖤

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