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Dear Evan Hansen - @centerpointtheatre 

To say this is a dream come true is an understatement.

I have loved every second of this show and the people that I got to tell this story with are truly amazing.

I first listened to the soundtrack of this musical in middle school and I sobbed because I felt like the world was better off without me just like Evan. I’ve dealt with suicidal ideation much longer than I’d like to admit. Everything just felt so big, and I felt small enough that no one would even notice if I was gone.

A couple of years ago I was in the worst time of my life. Just how things played out, and it sucked. I didn’t want to be here anymore. I was surrounded by those who loved me and I couldn’t even see it through the fog of depression. Looking back I know I wouldn’t be here without those who showed up for me each and every day, just like Evan with his mom, Heidi, as she worked so hard to take care of him, and like Evan I couldn’t see it because everything felt so heavy. That’s why So Big/So Small means so much to me (love you mom). The people who made me food, dragged me to an escape room, sat in a room with me while I refused to talk, and so much more (you guys know who you are). I couldn’t have made it here without you, and I hope you got to see how much I love and appreciate you when you watched this show. My performances were for you guys. For making sure I stayed. Thank you.

Please reach out to those you love, and if you need help don’t be afraid to ask for it. You are loved, even if it doesn’t feel like it.

P.S. the brown jacket ❤️ 😉
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It feels disingenuous to post a highlight reel of 2025 bc honestly 80% was absolutely horrendible for me. BUT! December was a blur and a DELIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
1. prettied up MY OFFICE (who is she?) 
2. Gorls PowerPoint night 
3. Finished our TWO AND A HALF YEAR LONG D&D CAMPAIGN!! Don’t worry they all died. 
4. Christmas concert with fam 
5. Ongoing delight of living with Adrien & Mr Peaches 
6. Wendy Jo’s surprise bon voyage party including a Wendy Jo Jeopardy game her siblings didn’t get competitive about at all 
7. Goodbye brunch & gift exchange with my loves 
8. Peaches being adorable 
9. The proper reaction to a thing I will be posting about later👀
10. Hannah excelling at yet another thing 
11. Gorgeous Christmas phoebe 
12. The ugliest and therefore most beloved Christmas ornament I’ve ever received. Ty Kenz ❤️
13. FNAF recap NYE edition!!! 
14. New Year’s Day brunch was a necessity after the night before 
15. Squatters rights
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