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Today’s letter and therapy update. Eight months kiddo. I miss your smile, miss your style, miss your intelligence, miss holding your hand and hugs…. Miss you….💜💫

#grief #kyle #💜 #mentalhealth #griefjourney

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Grief is hard. Grief is like a hammer some days. Looking for it to get lighter. love you kiddo! 💜💫

#grief #💜 #kyle #missyou

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Our story is written son. I love you! 💜💫

#grief #kyle #💜 #griefjourney #missyou

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Today has been a profound day of thought Kyle. Deep in the algorithm of it! Seven months of deep grief: Thank you for your message Kyle. 109 hours in the neuro ICU on the countdown clock remembered, 82 pages of letters, thoughts, and poems now in shareable/eeadble form, and the ending to our book. Our story in the vision you sent me. Love you kiddo! 💜💫

#grief #💜 #braintumor #kyle #loveyou

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All about books Kyle. Almost seven months and I miss everything about you son. Please pick up a book or listen to the audio book to feel close to our KB 💜💫

#grief #💜 #books #read #missyou

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@nealshusterman
@richardpaulevansauthor
@sw_messenger

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Two books that couldn’t be more different, yet I found some same sames 😍. Villa Coco did not meet my Good Reads star rating, but I am glad people kept recommending because I LOVED it.

Picked up Kyle’s signed copy that was a gift for him in the hospital. I read it out loud to him. Then things got crazy and I tucked it away. I haven’t been able to touch it since he died. God he would have loved Princess Donut! And probably thought Carl may have been a character based on me. Almost done and going down the rabbit hole to read all of them!

#books #read #grief #💜 #kyle

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It is crazy how my body remembers what my mind suppresses. Two years ago today. This was us and the Kyle I said goodbye to was not what was in this picture, but I would have taken care of him forever. I miss Kyle deeply today. I told Fynn when I see individuals with severe disabilities or like on the airport bus, places for wheelchairs, I think how much of Kyle would never be the same and how that would have been our life. I admire and am in awe of those who are stronger than me and the caregivers. Then I feel extreme guilt for thinking now that Kyle is gone, it would not have been the life he wanted. Please don’t hate me for saying this out loud. These are grief thoughts at their finest!

As I was typing this to a friend, a humming bird literally flew and hovered in front of my face.

Seeing crows just hang with me and finding a heart rock at the same time on the soccer field in Monterey….

Keep sending me signs kiddo!

#kyle #💜#grief #griefjourney #mama

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Today’s letter is about the dark places your mind takes you, no matter how hard you try to not go there, you go there….

I recorded this again because my first read was even hard for me watch myself and take in the angry grief I have felt over the past few days. Listen with an open heart 💜

I miss you Kyle every second of every day! 💜💫

#books #grief #mama #feedyourmind #💜

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Radical times! Seize your moment.

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Today’s read is about all the questions you can’t stop after losing a child… I hope it helps and it isn’t meant to offend those who deeply believe. 💜💜💜

#grief #kyle #💜 #mother #grieving

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Today is six months son…mommy misses you….we all miss you. You would have been a sophomore at the U and getting ready to start school. I am proud of you always 💜💫

#grief #💜 #classof2025 #mother #griefjourney

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Today’s letter. Six months tomorrow… I miss you but celebrate the time we got as mother and son 💜

#grief #griefjourney #missyou #💜 #mother

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