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I’ll be honest - the last two weeks haven’t been my best. I’ve been stuck in my head.

In the messy middle between who I was and who I’m becoming. That uncomfortable space where the old version of you doesn’t fit anymore, but the new one isn’t fully formed yet.

I thought I’d done the work. LOL. I have not. 

Still my own worst critic. Still catching myself measuring my worth by what I produce rather than who I am. That may go away temporarily, but it is always lurking in the background.

Somewhere in the last two years, I stopped wanting to analyze everything. After years of obsessing over what makes a meaningful life, I got my answers. 

I just wanted to be. And for the past year, that has felt like freedom.

But reading, writing, talking, listening, researching, thinking - these are the foundations of everything I’ve built. So it was not comfortable when the drive and motivation went quiet.

The question I’ve been sitting with: can you build something great from love instead of fear? I think you can. Fear gets you started. Love takes you the distance.

And I think that’s the most important thing I’ve realised for the past two weeks in terms of the vision and pathway ahead.

I’m not writing this for sympathy/empathy/compassion. Just a reminder that even the people who seem like they have it together have seasons like this.

Hang in there. The path forward already exists inside you. Love youā¤ļø
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We are having a blast being back to routine in LA 

Cooking cool stuff while soaking every experience of the journey

Grateful!
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Intergalactic sunshine season
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I live in LA
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With love,
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back to up