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THE MAYHEM BALL - THE FINAL LEG 
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NYC -> DC -> MA -> MN -> NYC
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It has taken me months to try to process the entire experience lived over the last 1 & 1/2 years, and following Gaga as she was now closing the gates of the Opera Haus for good was an experience like no other, a bombastic culmination to my favorite era as a monster, and in big way the ending of it felt like a graduation. This show allowed me to dream, to face myself and feel like I could enter the next phase of my life in a deep way I needed. I had a big realization on how I can give myself my own permission to be, as long as I also stay true to those chaotic aspects that make me feel the most alive. 
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Little did we know at the time, as we do now, that this time was also setting the ground for a particular new chapter for her as well.
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This leg came to me as a big surprise, and it was a bit of a hassle to plan, but eventually decided I would try to do as much as I possibly could. I also decided I would very consciously try to up my look game in comparison to the shows from last year. Try to give each show a strong moment.
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I now continue to miss all the music, friends, outfits, the grandeur of each show, the hectic traveling, and feeling like a part of this beautiful madness.
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I say often the MAYHEM era has opened up a portal for me. And now I am ready to step in.
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† The MAYHEM Ball tour - 15 Shows - 2025•2026 †

My vanish interactions this year. Still in disbelief I was the very last one for this tour 🤧

ACT I

NYC looks N1 & N2

There was simply no other way for us to spend the night of our 2nd anniversary together than at the MAYHEM Ball 🙂‍↕️ also thank you again @nicolemcassidy. Also DC outfit.

Boston looks N1 & N2

Minneapolis looks N1 & N2

NYC closing night look. So important and dear to my heart. I had an idea, and with very little clothes making experience, decided to give it a go and follow the raw feeling, making this entire top piece by hand. The process took days.
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IMAGINE my gag when mere days after this show, the RUNWAY video came out and the background for the filming set looked exactly like my outfit?!

ACT II

GANG

CATGA

ACT III. Y’all have no idea how ECSTATIC I was t
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NYC mayhem: the finale 🖤
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the MAYHEM ball part one 🥀
🖤 Las Vegas
🖤 Los Angeles
🖤 New York
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Mayhem Ball photo dump… 
We took “go get your friends and meet me on the floor” very literally… I’m so grateful to all my friends, especially @lauraaavision, for making these shows unforgettably special. 🖤🥀
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