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In this episode of @khimairapod, V speaks with singer, artist, and composer Nika Danilova (@zolajesus) about voice, performance, alienation, discipline, noise, opera, and the unstable process of becoming visible through sound. Together they move through questions of self-expression as a process shaped by fear, training, contradiction, embodiment, and transformation. The conversation lingers in the tension between control and surrender, refinement and ferality, mediation and raw expression, asking what it means to build a voice capable of carrying an inner life into the world. Tune in for an episode that approaches the voice as something forged through discipline, exposure, and the ongoing process of becoming audible-the grief and transformation of learning how to inhabit the self through craft, attention, and care over time. Featuring the song OTKUDA written, produced, and performed by Zola Jesus 🎧 where ever podcasts may be heard
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Spells of desire and thoughts on love available in the first ever experimental episode of Khimaira. New episode available wherever podcasts may be heard 🌻🌸
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A short passage from a longer conversation with @penkeeper on desire, loyalty, and the economies that make them feel necessary. If this holds your attention, the full exchange continues wherever podcasts may be heard 🎙️
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A new episode of @khimairapod is here ✨ In today’s conversation, @penkeeper and I speak from inside desire as it moves across fraternity, finance, philosophy, and painting—without attempting to reconcile or redeem the worlds it passes through. The conversation unfolds through Noah’s experience of hazing as formative conditions of belonging, where masochism functions not as pathology but as a mechanism through which coherence, loyalty, and libidinal circulation are produced. As these structures are named, art and philosophy enter as parallel economies—fields that carry their own disciplines, devotions, and sacrifices, even as they often refuse to acknowledge the violence implicit in their formation. Drawing on Bataille and Deleuze we attempt to allow theory to act as pressure within the speaking itself, expanding the limits on what kinds of communication are possible across language games and communal worlds. This episode holds tension as something that acts—allowing incompatible economies of desire to brush up against one another without purification, refusal, or narrative closure. Listen wherever podcasts may be heard 🎧
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Good News Everyone 💪 A new episode of @khimairapod is now live! In today’s episode, @caraclaymore and I begin by asking: How does the body teach us to listen when sensation overwhelms, when it surprises, when it transforms? Through our conversation Cara shares how past struggles with sensory stimulation and neurodivergence became doorways into practices of embodiment. By attending to sensation in all its intensities, she has learned to inhabit states of power—moving through a variety of selves, performing with and through the body’s shifting voices. We explore how listening deeply to the body turns discipline and devotion into art, how sensitivity becomes a site of strength, and how embodiment itself opens pathways into metamorphosis. This episode is a call to action for those navigating the thresholds of sensation, seeking to travel lightly yet powerfully with the many selves the body carries. ——————— Cara is a holy rascal, ecstatic seer, and body nerd who performs many different selves; calling herself an artist, filmmaker, actor and occultist who shares their strength practice, film & storytelling, myth & magick, & ongoing spiritual art quest on the frontier of personal development with those willing to walk beside them. ——————— Support Cara —> linktr.ee/caraclaymore Support V —> https://saturnvox.com Support the Show —> https://ko-fi.com/saturnvox156
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In today’s episode, @deerwomen and I begin with a question: How does one stay rooted in beauty without being consumed by it? Our conversation traces the slow emergence of Babalon—the archetypal force of erotic creativity, sovereignty, and sacred presence—as she rises from beneath perception and into felt experience. We explore how this creative power nourishes when embodied, but also how it can distort when separated from feeling. We draw on priestess and magician lineages to consider what it means to grow in relation to beauty—to open without losing oneself, to feel deeply without flooding, and to hold the creative current with integrity. This is an episode for those navigating the subtle path between inspiration and fragmentation, and seeking to rise gently, steadily, into the sacred power of presence. ——————— Jessica Christine is the creator of @deerwomen Her work has been featured internationally. As a Creative Director, she has brought together worlds and traveled worldwide with event management, welcoming and taking care of all needs of visiting high-profile ambassadors, including royals of Belgium. As a STEM teacher, she has taught coding and 3D printing through gaming and robotics. Mentored by Francesca Lia Block, Maja D’Aoust and attended the Royal Academy of Fine Arts in Antwerp, Belgium amongst others. Jessica strives to join the quiet intimacy and elegance of herbs with the magic of storytelling: narratives that emerge from myths, cultures, and stories, both new and old; universal and personal.
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In Khimaira’s premiere episode, @littlpitterpatter joins V to talk about names, birds, friendship, and the quiet ways we learn from each other. It’s a conversation about staying open — to language, to love, and to the surprising knowledge that comes from other people when we allow ourselves to be vulnerable. This episode is an offering, a shared moment of reflection on how we learn from those we love and what it means to listen with when seated in care. This episode features original sound art by Yīxiāo, titled Bird Seeds, as well as field recordings of birds captured by Nancy and V ——————— Yīxiāo Yao is a Chinese interdisciplinary artist/researcher. They utilize texts, sound, images, paint, clay, letters, common substances, and their own body in work. Using real, constructed, mediated materials in and out of archives they are able to compose, curate intra-actional exchanges, and invite the participation of active viewership, readership and thinkership. They have curated/participated/published work in Ohklahomo, Mayfield, Open Art Studio, SITE Gallery, The LGBTQ+ Intergenerational Dialogue Project, Friends Gallery, and No Nation Art Lab. Yīxiāo received a Bachelor of Fine Arts degree with honours from the School of the Art Institute of Chicago, Department of Visual Critical Studies. They received their Master of Arts degree from Rice University, Department of Religion. They are currently based in Chicago. ——————— Support Nancy —> https://yaoyixiao.com Support V —> https://saturnvox.com Support the Show —> https://ko-fi.com/saturnvox156
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A new story unfolds. Khimaira is here. 💋🪼 Introducing the highly anticipated new podcast, hosted by @saturnvox’s very own V. This show is for those who feel the ache of disconnection—from self, others, and the Earth—as an invitation to walk the slow path of return to Grail-based relations, together. Each episode offers stories, mythic reflections, and shared grief tending, tenderly woven to fashion a vessel of communal nourishment—water for hearts that still believe in love beyond spectacle. At Khimaira we believe your voice carries power against the pervasive influence of alienation within the capitalist paradigm of object-based relations. Are you ready to carry this vessel with us? The journey begins now. Follow @khimairapod as we collectively birth a new Aeon. Come sit in the cave with me. Explore the full manifesto and share your own story directly via the SaturnVox 🕸️site. 🌒 Your first offering arrives soon. 🔗s in the usual places.
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