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We’ve been keeping a little secret… 🥹🤍

I want to be honest about something that’s been sitting heavy on our hearts 🤍

When we found out we were having another boy, there was a part of me that felt upset. We had prayed for a girl, I had imagined what it would be like to have a daughter, I feel our souls needed a daughter and for the first time, I feel as if God didn’t answer our prayer 

And I’ve wrestled with feeling guilty for even admitting that.

Because I KNOW babies are a gift from God. Yet God entrusted another precious son to us 💙

But I’m also learning that faith doesn’t mean pretending we never feel disappointed. I can bring my honest feelings to God and still trust Him.

Maybe one day we’ll understand why our prayers looked different than the answer.

For now, we’ll choosing to surrender the daughter we prayed for and embrace the son God has given us 🤍

God, help our hearts catch up with what You already know 🙏🏽
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