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❤️‍🔥Last check-in before that Masters 🅾️ qualification. It takes some thick skin to keep showing up. The noise that goes on, the doubt that creeps in, all the times you think “I just might not be good enough” or “Maybe I can’t do this,” it all comes down to just giving it all you got and doing it anyways. 

Like anything in life, if you want it, you have to fight for it 🥊 You have to be willing to be vulnerable for it as well. This show we changed a lot but the most important change was overcoming doubt ❤️
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Oh no… this deserves its OWN fkn post. 🍑🔥

2.5 years with 💪🏾COACH💪🏾 Russell and THIS is what he’s built… and the scary part? I’ve never given him a true growing season doing it 100% his way. 😖

I could lock in for prep, but growing season? I definitely had other priorities. 🤪🍸🎶 Coach knew my potential the whole time, and I probably tested every ounce of his patience.

Well… I finally understand the assignment. 😈

Almost 3 weeks post-show and I’m officially entering my first REAL growing season. Food. Training. Recovery. Growth. By the book. Coach’s way.

Look what he did with me when I was only half listening… 

Now imagine what we’re about to do when I actually behave. 👊🏾🔥

Next season is going to look very different.

And shoutout to my girl Lily for making this comparison and sending it to me.. my teammate, my Bikini Pro, and always supporting me (& making my fab 💃🏽) 👑💋

@russellwanda 
@rawcoaching_ie 
@lileeeee_ifbbpro 

#figuretowellness #bestbodybuildingcoach #npcwellnesscompetitor #bootaybuilding🍑  #bestpartofme❤️
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The moment it all became worth it. 🏆😊

So many times I questioned whether I should keep going. So many second places. So many moments wondering if I should keep showing up. Then, 

2026 IFBB Pro League Titans Grand Prix:
1st place. Masters 🅾️lympia qualified! 🏆

And I couldn’t love more that it happened at a Muscle Contest show. This is where it all began for me. I’ve competed with Muscle Contest for many years. My very first Bikini show was on their stage, and years later, my very first Fit Model show was too.
To come back to that stage and earn my Masters Olympia qualification feels like such a full-circle moment. ❤️

Every second place, every doubt, every hard day led to this. Turns out, I just had to keep going.
An incredibly awesome way to end this season! ❤️‍🔥
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2 DAYS OUT ➡️ 1 DAY OUT.

Epiphany TED talk here…
I almost didn’t post this because, yes, it’s basically a video of me staring at my own check-ins 😂 But if you compete, you understand why this shit is so fascinating.

Watching the body change hour by hour from carb loading, water manipulation, food timing, posing, rest… full, flat, bloated, tighter, harder, more vascular, softer… the science behind this sport absolutely blows my mind. 🤯🤓

These were my final check-ins leading into show day, and I’m fucking proud of what we brought.

But this week I had an even bigger realization.

I’ve spent years saying I’m chasing a Pro card.

I’m not. I’m chasing HER. 🦋💕

💃🏽 The woman I become when I’m locked in. 🔐
Disciplined. Focused. Consistent. Driven.
The version of me who knows exactly what she wants and doesn’t negotiate with herself.

🫶🏽💪🏽 My coach @russellwanda said something that was a little hard to hear at first: I’ve been able to get pretty damn far in this sport because genetics have been good to me. But if we’re being real, I haven’t spent six years living like a bodybuilder year-round. @rawcoaching_ie 

Since March, I have. 👊🏾

And suddenly it clicked.

Maybe this isn’t the end of another prep. Maybe this is the first time I’m about to give a growth season the same discipline this version of me is capable of.

I don’t want to lose her when the stage lights turn off.

I want to learn how to be her while I build.

So no… I’m not sad the season is over anymore.

I’m fucking excited to see what happens now. 🖤 

A little special thank you to my girl @lileeeee_ifbbpro always sticking by me and screaming see my potential! 🤣🫶🏽 

And tomorrow… the full one-day-out insanity because that transformation deserves its own post. 😂🤣🤪. 🦋💎💕#figuretowellness #npcwellness #thankyouGod #lovingme🦋
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