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Nikki Martinez

@nikkolette.martinez

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Marketing Director @crcranch &@gem.media.design
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Me and my wife n mistress’ armin up to hit a bank back in 1857. Good ol’ days😂🤠#oldwest #cowboys #cowgirls

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Alright guys, here a short clip of some very embarrassing moments of my life. I thought I’d never share. Fentanyl didn’t just ruin my life. The last 10 years it took my soul and everything I loved to. I always partied and did recreational drugs growing up never thinking I had a real problem, even though I started numbing my pain at 12 years old. At 12, I tried heroin for the first time. I always somewhat kept my life together. I had a job, transportation, and somewhere to live. It wasn’t until I turned around 25 that my life changed good. I found oxy 30s, which were then fentanyl, and this drug took everything from me. It took my life five times somehow I came back from overdoses. It took my family, my wife, my kids, my brothers and sisters and my parents. Everyone I loved was stripped away because of fentanyl. Over those 10 years I tried countless rehabs in detoxes. I get clean for five days, get on MAT, and think I was OK, but I was far from OK. It wasn’t until my last overdose that my life changed for good. I finally stuck that needle in my arm because every other way wasn’t working anymore. I woke up to being Narcaned again by the guy that was selling me my drugs. It’s such a dark feeling waking up from an OD, not knowing if you want to live anymore. I drove home with tears, falling down my face right to tell my wife I fucked up once again. I put her through so much, and she stuck with me through most of this disease. At that point, I got my last chance. I had never made it past 90 days clean. I went to rehab one last time, spent 30 days there, and this time I feel like I truly changed. Instead of another MAT program, I finally chose God instead. Today, I have 5 MONTHS SOBER for the first time! I have my beautiful family behind me and God in front of me. Life gets better every single day and I’m finally picking up the pieces with accountability, humility and honesty, things I never lived by before. My life was full of chaos, lies, deceit, and self sabotage. But today I can say, I am clean by the grace of God and with the help of my amazing family. Thank you🖤#fentanylawareness #fuckfentanyl #addiction #awareness #fentanylkills

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CRC Ranch ❤️

Branding shoot vendors:

@alexzimarikphoto photography
@jibhound videography
@waterandoilgatherings florals & food/ creative styling
@crctrailsbyhorseback horses
@classicvintage_and_somerust truck rental
@boot_barn_official outfit
@shyanneofficial_ boots
@zoeandisaacc @jenn_thomp1286 @jessica__wagoner @taylorrrlynn98 @nikkolette.martinez models

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Good mood 🙃 when my S.O., @nikkolette.martinez, comes out for girls night 👯‍♀️♾️🫶🏼 && photo-booth funnnn 📷✨#grateful

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Moving through 💘 NY&CA///JULY&AUG

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It was a wild coastal summer ...

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The moms are outside 🥂 ✨

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It’s less about the season…
and more about the mood.

☀️ White wine afternoons
🌙 Red wine evenings

Tell us which one fits your vibe?

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People don’t talk enough about the magic of chosen family. I got to be part of my lil sisters big day this weekend, WHAT AN HONOR 🥲 beyond blessed with my Martinez family 🫶🏼 Congrats Phia & Nick 💕 the most joyous bride, ilysm!!

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THE BEST NIGHT!
Wedding day for Sophia and Nick, we had the best time at the most beautiful wedding with the most beautiful bride!!!!!✨

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Family meetup in NorCal for Grandma’s 100th ✨🎈

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