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Dear my wife…

I never knew you wrote diaries until I found them on your phone.
I read them one by one, mostly curhatan kamu, but I never expected to find this note you wrote for me.
I read every single word, and somehow, this one broke me more than anything else I found.

Aku ga tau kapan kamu berharap aku bakal baca ini, atau mungkin emang ga pernah.
Tapi justru karna itu, this note feels very special to me.

Selama kamu sakit, aku selalu ngerasa aku cuma lakuin apa yg seharusnya aku lakuin.
Aku suami kamu. Of course I would take care of you.
Aku ga pernah ngerasa itu sesuatu yg luar biasa.

Tapi ternyata kamu value semua itu.
Kamu inget semuanya.
I never knew how much all of it meant to you.

Thank you for loving me the way you did, Hun.

Kamu bilang aku suami terbaik yg Tuhan kasih buat kamu.
Justru aku yg beruntung dan bersyukur banget karna Tuhan kasih aku kesempatan untuk jadi suami kamu.

Harusnya hari ini kita celebrate 11 tahun kita.
Wedding anniversary kita dan ultah aku.
We got to share the same special day every year.

Biasanya pas jam 00:00 kamu udah siap ngucapin aku, peluk cium aku, doain aku. Trus gantian aku yg doain kita.
It was always so beautiful.

Tapi tahun ini… aku masih ga percaya harus lewatin hari ini tanpa kamu.
Sendirian.
Sakit rasanya, Hun… Aku masih terus belajar menerima semuanya.

September 5 will never be the same without you.

Happy 11th anniversary, my forever wife @piessesha.
Thank you for leaving me this little piece of you.

I love you, Sayang.
I really do.

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Udah 3 bulan, atau baru 3 bulan?

Sayang @piessesha.. sekali-sekali aku mellow gpp yah? Hehehe..

Ijinin aku ungkapin sedikit duka yg selama ini aku pendam sendiri, boleh yah?

Bukan berarti aku putus asa, sama sekali ngga.

Aku tau banget Tuhan ga pernah tinggalin aku.
Ga pernah tinggalin kita.
Aku juga bersyukur banget kamu udah sembuh sempurna.
Udah bahagia sama Tuhan Yesus selamanya.
Bener-bener bersyukur banget.

Aku percaya semua ini terjadi bukan karna Tuhan tega.
Tapi justru karna Dia baik banget.
RencanaNya ga pernah gagal, ga pernah terlambat, dan ga pernah terlalu cepat.

Aku cuma pengen sedikit luapin sesak yg selama ini aku tahan.
Karna ternyata.. beneran seberat itu belajar hidup sendirian tanpa kamu.

Boleh yah, Hun? 🥹

3 bulan ini aku kehilangan duniaku.
Sakit banget rasanya.

Udah 3 bulan aku ga denger suara kamu.

Ga ngobrol.
Ga chattingan.
Ga makan bareng.
Ga nonton bareng.
Ga isengin kamu.
Ga denger jokes kamu.
Ga ngakak bareng sampe rahang kita pegel.
Ga rekam suara kamu pas lg ngigo yg suka absurd bgt.
Ga denger kamu ngomel kalo aku blm cuci kaki sblm naik ke kasur.
Ga liat hobi kamu ngemilin es batu.
Ga liat kamu beberes rumah sampe rapi bgt.
Ga liat lagi betapa sayangnya kamu sama Benji.

Sampai sekarang.. Benji juga masih nyariin kamu terus, Hun.

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Tapi ternyata… masih ada yg lebih menyakitkan dari itu semua.

Aku kehilangan satu-satunya orang yg selama ini menjadikan aku dunianya.

Sekarang, setiap aku mau pulang, ga ada lagi yg nanyain kapan aku pulang.

Ga ada lg yg ga bisa tidur nungguin aku pulang.
Ga ada lg yg minta aku bawain makanan.
Ga ada lg yg minta aku anterin ke dokter.
Ga ada lg yg minta aku gantiin cairan CAPD kamu.
Ga ada lg yg minta aku pegang tangan kamu sblm tidur.
Ga ada lg yg minta aku peluk setiap kamu panik.
Ga ada lg yg minta aku doain setiap kamu takut.
Ga ada lg yg bilang, “Jangan tinggalin aku”.

Sekarang, setiap ada cerita, setiap ada kabar baik ataupun buruk, setiap ada hal kecil yg pengen aku share, semuanya berhenti di kepala.

Karena orang yg paling pengen aku ajak cerita...
Udah ga ada.

Aku kangen.
Kangen banget, Hun.

Makasih yah, sayang..
Karena selama ini, kamu selalu menjadikan aku duniamu.

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“What is grief, if not love persevering?” — Vision (Marvel)

07.05.2026 ✝️🕊

7 Lessons Grief Has Taught Me :

1) Time is finite. Most people think there will always be another opportunity — another trip, another conversation, another hug, another kiss. But unfortunately, chances don’t always come twice.
So be present. Cherish every moment with the people you love.

2) GOD is always in control.
Even in pain, confusion, and unanswered prayers, He is still sovereign. He weaves every detail together perfectly, far beyond what we can understand.

3) Live life with a glass full of love.
So that when it’s time to leave, you leave empty. Kindness, generosity, and love will always outlive possessions.

4) “Walaupun gunung itu tak berpindah, tetap percaya TUHAN punya kuasa.”
Though the miracle we prayed for didn’t happen, GOD remains faithful.

5) Time is fleeting. Take pictures. Record videos. Capture every moment.
Because one day, memories are all we have left to replay over and over again.
Utcha’s little “artifacts” now mean everything to us — especially to me.

6) To married couples: Love your spouse deeply.
Speak all 5 love languages.
Marriage requires humility, grace, faithfulness, forgiveness and continuous learning.
Keep the spark alive before all that’s left is dust.

7) To singles: Choose your life partner wisely.
One simple decision — choosing @piessesha as my girlfriend 17 years ago — created ripples that united families and deeply impacted every person around us in different ways.
Love shapes generations.

Throughout my wife’s life, she truly knew she was deeply loved and blessed.
May that truth ground us too, so we can live from the overflow, bearing the fruits of joy, peace, kindness, patience, love and forgiveness.

I love you, Hun. Forever.

✨ Special thanks to @semayuh and @harlifa for their huge effort in helping me create this video.
Thank you so much! 🙏🏻

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See you in heaven kak 🌸🌻
You are loved beyond measure @piessesha ✨💗

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Mini vlog 🌤️

#datemetropermata2 #datemp2 #jpcccommunity

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Thankyou Jesus for you’ve done for us ✨😇

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Gitu dongggg yang excitedddd 🔥🔥

#datemetropermata2 #datemp2 #jpcccommunity

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Feeling easy and happy with my lovely ones. Thank you for everyone who always standing for me and surrounding me with love, kindness, and blessings as I start another year of life.
You deserve a happy me, even if I'm afraid ☺️
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#verylatepost #celebratelife #level42

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Sluzin join the trend😝
From 2003 until now.
Different seasons, same friendship.
Forever grateful🩵
#smallgiftexchange #smallgiftexchangetrend

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THANKFUL TO GOD FOR 2025 🎉

… the ending 🤣

#achievementcake #achievementcake2025 #thanks2025

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESUS 💝🎄🎉
Thank You for Your countless blessings 🙏❤️

#christmas

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