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(1/3) Mannnn I woke up this morning not even knowing how to feel fr. I feel like a lot of times I’m my own biggest fan, but more times than not I’m also my biggest hater. I also hate talking about myself I just hate to come off as egotistical or whatever so I kinda just been working in silence for the better part of 3 years now but this music stuff is a core part of who I am, and if you don’t know that about me then it’s a whole other side that represents who I am. I feel like everything is moving so fast, and ngl sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve this shi or this recognition. Definitely appreciate all the people I’ve met over the past few months, and some I’ve been known for a few years back when I was just another producer tryna make a statement. 

I’ve wanted this shi for so bad for so long that it just doesn’t feel real and it’s hard to accept that the work I put in back when I didn’t see the full vision really guiding me to where I’m at now. I used to send beats to friends, people I was talking to, or just random artists online and get clowned over and over. To be honest it questioned my ability to make something that’s special, but I really just kept going until something started to stick. 

Idrk what imma do going forward. I started posting my remixes only cuz people on TikTok wanted me to put them up on streaming, so I did it for them. I also was doing this for myself. Had a lot of doubts over the past couple years at college and there was a time early this year where I said to myself I gotta go all in or else imma live with regret that I never tried 100%. I genuinely gave my all to put out all these projects and songs and make them mean something more than just rap music. 

(2/3) I hope I’ve done more good than bad with my music, I mean I think so. I just always wanted to leave my mark and influence people to where someone’s day is better because it’s something I made and put my creative spin on. 

I’ve enjoyed all the conversations I have had with rappers, artists, creatives, videographers, and etc. because we all share this same interested in trying to unify people through art and music. Shi don’t feel real and Im lowkey surprised at how fast I g
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I started posting beats in the summer of 2024 and told myself imma start going hard. Ever since I was in high school I wanted to make beats and start uploading them but the music was mad personal to me so I didn’t want people to start hating. But they did and tbh my stuff two years ago was wack asf, but I had to go through that in order to get to where I wanted to go. I realized throughout this that if you don’t quit you can’t lose. It’s impossible to lose if you don’t stop trying. 

When I came to college my major was exercise science and I quickly changed that over the course of the year once I realized I was not built for those classes. While I was struggling with being in a major I didn’t enjoy I was introduced to a few guys by my boy  who liked some of my beats and invited me to the studio for the first time. I didn’t know what was going on and i didn’t know how to use anything but those guys taught me a lot and accepted me for who I was regardless or anything which really made me focused to keep going. I remember also back in freshman year my roommate Chris was one of the first people who motivated me to keep going and really go after it. My friend from high school John always trusted the vision and we would spend hours together freshman and sophomore year talking about what we wanted to do with our lives. My boy Nelson too had always told me to keep going and was always there when I needed his help. Now he’s taking his passion for djing to new places and grinding on his own too.

When I changed my major my parents could’ve given me a hard time, but instead they of course supported whatever I set out to do, and my mom even helped me pay for certain music equipment and memberships because she wanted me to have the freedom to create. 

 (2/3)I was making and posting a beat a day on YT barely hitting like 100 views on my shi, but I kept going. I remember working 8 hour shifts at my job at Dicks sporting goods and then coming home making a beat, uploading it onto YouTube and BeatStars, and THEN being able to chill for the day. Once college came around my sophomore year I would go to my classes, hit the gym, and then make and p
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