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“when your legs get tired, run with your heart.” ❤️
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April was very bittersweet…

On April 1st I found out I had about 6 weeks to pack my things, sell all my furniture, and leave the country… and my world seemed to be catching fire and burning down… I’ve wanted to come to the US since I was a child… I worked the hardest I ever had to get into college and come to play golf at my dream school… I did everything I could to find a job and secure a visa… and it felt like it was for nothing…

To be in peak week for the marathon I’ve been training for and dreaming of for months when this news came in was challenging to say the least… I broke down on the track during a workout. I was losing sleep and appetite. I cried every day. I didn’t want to run it… but when race day came, when the weekend came around and I was able to step away from my sad boxed up apartment, I focused on one thing. One goal. One task. The marathon. And that showed me a lot… 

The marathon was honestly my saving grace, not just because I achieved the goal I set out to accomplish. When all else was going to shit, I could control my attitude towards this race. When all else felt like it was crashing down, I could focus on my work for this build. When everything was hard, I had friends around me to help. When everything else seemed out of control, I focused on what I could control. And it worked out. It turned out ok… and that is life… 

It may seem rough. It may seem terrible. It may seem like there is no way out… but there is. Somehow, someday, in some way, it will workout… right now I still have a hard time seeing it like that, but I just need to keep believing it will ❤️

May will be a hard month… so I’ll be taking it one day at a time, and I’ll be giving myself grace knowing I’ll struggle… but life isn’t always rainbows and sunshine, and the brightest sun shines after the darkest storms…
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