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Endlessly grateful for all of it ❤️ 

Hosted a little listening session for the EP that is carefuly but surely being finished for my birthday & i can‘t express how good it feels to be Surrounded by such beautiful friends & family ☀️

And yes. I did cry 🥲
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Okay… deep breath… I’m about to pour my heart out here, so buckle up 😅

It’s kind of crazy…
When I was 9, I already felt this connection to this place. A feeling I first noticed because of my biggest role model back then, Tildi Zinsstag.
Since then, I never stopped thinking about it.

There’s a mountain here… with this tiny little tip that sticks out. Honestly? I don’t even know its name and I don’t care.
Because that little tip… it grabbed me as a child.
It sparked something inside me I couldn’t put into words…
a longing for freedom, for life, for animals, for my own little world.

When I was 12, I told my mom:
“One day, I want at least two, three horses. I want to live in front of that little tip. I want to care for them as naturally as possible, give them space… give them a home.
And Mom, I want purebred Arabians, the ones that just get me. I want a dog, cats… a farm where everyone has room. I want to love them all. And I want a man who loves them just like I do, someone calm, kind, real.”

Yeah… I said all that. Out loud. To my mom. Probably sounded insane. But I meant it.

And now…
I’m sitting here, on this farm, right in front of that little tip. I have the most amazing man in the world.
My horses who are my heart, a wonderful dog and two incredible cats.

It wasn’t easy.
A lot of work. A lot of late nights.
But somehow… it was also easy.
Just following my gut. Trusting my dreams.

And here’s the thing… I only just realized how crazy this all is.
How my 12-year-old self basically planned my entire life,
and somehow… somehow it actually happened.

Now I’m sitting on this swing, watching my beloved horses and I feel that 12-year-old girl inside me.
The one who dreamed, who hoped, who carried it all in her heart…
And damn she’s so proud…
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Your presence feels like peace that found a heartbeat 🤎

📸 @nicolasltd 💛
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