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I meet my younger self for coffee. She arrives five minutes early and I, ten minutes. We both show up listening to metal music. She sports black jeans with rips covering the front and her favorite Black Veil Brides jacket, holding tight to the end of the left sleeve, fingers curled tight into a fist, her favorite high-top converse tied snuggly on her feet. I showcase an oversized, knitted black sweater, dark leggings, and combat boots. We are both twirling our hair as we talk; some things never change. In the corner of this café, I tell her the void doesn’t have to be a place to die. I show her faded scars all over our body. I show her what a heart free of alcohol tastes like. She asks how I draw our winged eyeliner so well and I tell her we are still an artist. We still write poetry, just a bit more quietly, a bit more careful. I show her the plethora of tattoos we now adorn, and she gawks at how well they match our personality. I open my chest and point out how a photo of her still hangs high on the wall; an altar, a wishing well, a reminder of who we were and who I am making proud today. I tell her we’re moving into our own apartment in two weeks. Alone. I tell her we grew into someone brave and kind and hopeful, though still struggling with motivation. We still play video games. Religiously, at that. I tell her about coming out as a lesbian, not just bisexual, and her eyes glisten with hope. I hold her hand, run my thumb over her wrist, kiss the top of her head. Remind her that yes, we do survive. We do thrive. We do make it to the other side.

(Credit to @jennaececelia for caption inspiration.) 

In other news, happy late Valentine’s Day to the sweetest girl I’ve ever known. The handwritten quote art pieces are dedicated to her. Swipe to see some snapshots from our weekend celebrating our first one together. I couldn’t ask to be loved in a more proper, softer way than the way this girl loves me. I feel fulfilled in ways I never thought I needed, nor deserved. She is a lush place to land. She is my future unfolding in the palm of my hand, and I have never held something so carefully yet chaotically in my life. My heart is feral in the best of ways. 💕
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One day I’ll have a place where everyone I love feels at home and no one goes to bed sad.

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Which ones are your favorite? 
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Every single one. 
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