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2023 โ€ข โ€œ๐‘น๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’† ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’โ€ remastered short interview with Makaylah K. 
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๐๐‡: ๐–๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐š๐ง ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ-๐ž๐ง๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐š๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ?
 
๐— ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฎ๐˜†๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ต ๐—ž: For me, an all-encompassing love is something sacred. It is safety without question, devotion without hesitation, and being chosen loudly, deliberately, and every single day. It is a love that does not require me to dim myself, explain my worth, or negotiate my needs. It is consistency in action, honesty in intention, and effort that does not disappear when things get uncomfortable. It is softness and passion held by stability. A love where I can rest, trust, and expand.. knowing I am not alone in carrying the weight of life.

And I learned this through rage. Real, burning rage. Rage born from being breadcrumbed, from being kept close enough to serve as emotional comfort but never close enough to be claimed. From being treated like a โ€œconstantโ€ฆโ€ someone to soothe confusion, validate indecision, and absorb explanations about why I was โ€œalmostโ€ enough but never chosen fully. Rage from being poured into and pulled from, promised nothing yet expected to give everything. Rage from being abandoned at a moment when presence mattered most, when vulnerability demanded protection and instead met silence.

That anger did not destroy me it sharpened me. It taught me the difference between attention and intention, between words and commitment, between proximity and love. It burned away my tolerance for half-love, emotional cowardice, and conditional care. It showed me that love should never feel like waiting, begging, or bracing for impact.

So now, all-encompassing love looks like someone who stands firmly beside me, especially when itโ€™s hard. Someone who does not disappear when life becomes heavy. A love that is accountable, reciprocal, and emotionally brave. The rage carved out clarity, and from that clarity came standards. I no longer accept almost. I choose the kind of love that is steady, consuming in the safest way, and powerful enough to hold all of me without question, without retreat, without fear.
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nothing good was ever easy๐Ÿค

so thankful to have met the amazing people i did meet along the way, and be able to experience training with such an amazing company. see you girls in the air โœˆ๏ธ
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โ€œknew betta, do bettaโ€: a short film dir. by @chillitsav_ | soon๐Ÿ’ซ #BeachTalk
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