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Hi Bobo. 6 months since you crossed the veil. These have been the hardest 6 months of my life. The fucking worst. (Enter tears rolling now.) AND WOW they have also been the most sacred. Life changing. Awakening. Dare I say beautiful in ways I could have never imagined.  Signs that at first were shocking are now normal. #blessed I had never spoken to a real medium before. Apparently you had them on speed dial. THANK GOD. #blessed Although I have always had a curiosity for the “unseen” I now have new evidence of how present spirit is. Heaven. How here you actually are. AND in the same breath, living without your way too loud voice barging into a room, playing your guitar as if being live at the Bowl rather than our kitchen…SUCKS. Like sometimes so badly that I pull the car over blasting your music to cry and scream to release the pain. . But I know you know this. And although I know you wish that part could be eliminated, I also remember that my big brother is a student of life. Of emotions. Actor. Artist. Channel. And so I feel you saying it’s ok to FEEL just like you wrote in your lyrics to the song your wrote me “She’s so Magical.” I’m remembering how you see me. My witness. And biggest fan. Just as I you. Magic man. My heart’s capacity opened. (I refuse to close down in your name) I am consciously walking this new me. This new path post your crossing…with a new intention. To keep blooming. To keep LIVING. To share my truth. To channel and flow my soul’s message while I’m here and anything your spirit wants me to share as well. I am living for both of us now. As I continue to witness your magical spirit through these telepathic, serendipitous, and beautiful signs. And I know you are witnessing how the fuck I play these cards. I play them with your gentle guidance. Knowing you want to watch me live BIG. Live PLAYFULLY. Live AUTHENTICALLY. Live MY DREAMS. And HAVE FUN!
So THANK YOU. For being the best big brother anyone could ask for. And for continuing to shape me in ways I never imagined. I promise in divine timing, I will share your story. Your art. And start your foundation to give back as you wish. Legend. I love you…fucker. 💚�
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This was our last hug saying goodbye..... if only I hugged you tighter and longer. We had just gotten off our flight from Scotland .. a whirlwind weekend with our starship troopers family. I loved how excited you were to land at LAX and have fancy PS pick us up & drive us across the tarmac.. Always so humble..we hung out in the lounge waiting for luggage talking about what a fun weekend we all had, I haven't laughed that hard in a long time... we talked about plans of getting together & gave each other  a hug and that was the last time.... today is your birthday.. I know you know, how hard it is for all of us. It's taken me all day to even post this..This is hard. I feel you and see all your signs. Well I'm sure not all because these big ones show up , I laugh out loud hearing you say "Schweetbabe how do you not see what I've been putting in front of you ?!? Now do you get it?" 😂🤦🏼‍♀️.... A year ago today we were at the LA comic con and Eloise wouldn't leave your side... you had her giggling all day. She loved helping and watching you while you signed pictures and had everyone laughing. She was so happy being by you. She lit up today when I told her it's your bday and when I reminded her of last year she started laughing thinking about you. Wow... never did I think that would be your last birthday here that I would see you. I love you so much schweetbabe ... more than my best friend, my family. I'm so thankful I still have your family. And not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I know you're around I don't quite know where, but you're here. I am so beyond grateful that we had that weekend in Scotland with everyone and the time we got to spend talking for hours about life..what a blessing and gift you gave me🙏 Schweetbabe Happy Birthday🎂 as we would say... I miss you dearly & I dearly miss you Schweetbabe 😢💔
💛💫 a little Pearl Jam for you ...one of the many bands you would  listen to💕
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Thank goodness I have plenty of birthday videos. Reminder to all- take them!!! Happy Birthday @thepatrickmuldoon / Cosmic Bobo. Today the brightest star was born. My brother. Legend. Icon. Best friend. Artist. Son. Uncle. Actor. Athlete. Songwriter. Rebel. Lover. Fighter. Poetry writer. One of a kind. Profound mind. Total stud. Thank you for our light shows today. The butterflies and the butterfly wing. The feathers. The love for you is so present. Because of who you are. Who your spirit always has been and continues to be. You touch people’s hearts. You inspire our spirits. To remember. To live. To live loudly. To live boldly. To live truly in alignment with our soul’s journey. We got through today with your favorite foods- mom’s mostaccholi, strudel, and of course we ordered donuts! We ate and drank too much. We cried. We laughed. You brought us back together…reconnected. Through our absolute love of YOU. In sadness. In joy. In disbelief. In holding a sacred space surrounding your light. With plenty of irreverent language and wild Muldoon stories. They keep coming. I held mom and rocked her as she has always rocked us as she cried. And dad is getting acquainted with telepathy. Actually we all are. So well done. You continue to help us all grow. Our capacity to feel expands. You truly are a legend. I thank God for you. In human or spirit form. You are larger than life. Period. Happy Birthday Bobo. I know you felt the highest of frequencies coming from some of your favorite humans celebrating YOU on your earthly birthday. And we will forever more…. #patrickmuldoon #cosmicbobo
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The almost full moon last night and it’s almost my brother’s birthday. He transitioned with 7 planets in Aries (his North Node for those who speak stars). And this weekend is the full Harvest Moon in Aries. I write this slightly teary. It’s a strange thing g****- I felt drained today. Exhausted really. And then emotions surface as if they’d been hiding out just a tad too long within…allowing me to have a week where I felt more connected to Bobo in spirit than missing him in the physical. And then the wave hits. I pretend to be surprised that tears begin to roll. As I set the table for his birthday Sunday, I am smacked with the human realm reality that this is the first year in my life that my dear brother’s birthday will be with him as an angel rather than human. Do we blow out candles? My mom said NO. Do I leave a seat for him? How? What is the best way? New ritual? Uncharted territory and just like the hurricane stirring, his massive energy is present. His spirit guiding. Happy Birthday Cosmic Bobo? Can I sing that? What is fun? What does he want? And then everyone here has their own feelings of how to handle this precious day. I honor our mom for birthing him. Yes he wants that. I know. Bless my parents and all parents who have to live this unnatural order. I send love and light to your hearts… and all the siblings who have lost their besties and witness. And just to all in general because how the hell do we not have better conversations about loss when it’s the only thing guaranteed? I wish there were more beautiful rituals in the West around this sacred part of life. Beliefs and rituals of celebration. Graduation. Light. Happy Harvest Moon Bobo. It is huge and bright for you. I see you partying like the rockstar you are because you crushed it in this realm. Celebrate your spirit- even if you see us crying. I love you…. And now full tears…life. #patrickmuldoon
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Thank you to everyone that came out to see us @dragoncon .. what a weekend .. many of you shared your condolences about @thepatrickmuldoon it's really hard being there without him & seeing pictures of us together from the movie.. seeing all of you helped so much... thank you 🙏 until next time ✨💕 #starshiptroopers
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