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"Who are we but minuscule beacons each of us use to navigate the dark waters of the world? And yet we are still in the dark, gone with the wind and to the edge of knowledge which can never satiate us.”

As I reflect on this year I find myself in a puzzling place mentally. With a largely fulfilling year of reading behind me, and a bookstagram account that is giving me more motivation to read and write ahead of me, I am grateful to everyone I have met here and interact with on a daily basis. I appreciate you. 🫶🏼

With that said, I know this community is a place where we lift each other up but it seems to be the case that sometimes the weight of the fiction we read can take its toll. And I believe that's its purpose, to stimulate us and our understanding of the truth of reality. We are the eternity of the stories we read, the growing vitriolic analyses of the world around us. But if we don't read them we are bound by the chasmic emptiness of the world which swallows us without consent.

A struggle with mental health has had its grip on me in 2024 and going into 2025 I feel the weight of it pressing me into a vicious mold, one of fear and certain yet unknown, delineated and unrevealed annihilation. I feel every edge of the mold as I am pushed against the edges of it against my will. It is dark and I can't see it fully, with all its ins and outs, with its sections of confusion and struggle—the ghost of prediction I reach into the seemingly endless void with useless and vertiginous.

But I have some measure of hope for the future, one where I am, for lack of a better term, busy. With reading, writing, engaging, and growing in my state of being. Becoming, not just being.

Here's to a 2025 of better, of gaining, of hope—because we all need it, more than we know.

{Tagging some (not all) of the individuals I've had fulfilling and life-giving interactions with this year}
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