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Photos (Vid At the End) of @rambellefire that I took last year in May at @houseofyesnyc for a fucking @solana crypto event I was attending of all things.

Shot with my previous crappy 12 megapixel Google Pixel 6a.

Showing that while having great equipment is welcome, talent always shines through. 📸 taken in House of Yes by @taurus.of.love

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2 days ago

So I was originally going to do this whole video about facial dysmorphia on Monday talking about what it is, how I ended up with it and what it's like to struggle day in and day out with it.

But I think recording this as it was happening is probably the best view into what it's like when it triggers and you spiral really badly.

I honestly would rather have people mock and make fun of me for being ugly than to be completely abandoned and ignored.

That was the most hurtful part in hindsight are extremely bad idea for me to do. I thought that even though I knew I was going to fail at this stupid game show that at least people would think that my outfit was cool or would at least want to come up to me and say hi. Not only didn't no one did but people actively looked at me and discuss after I went on stage.

So if you ever need more external proof, what the voices in my heads tell me are true and that I am literally one of the most repulsive looking human beings on the planet, I can't think of a better indicator.

I've also learned that despite really liking the venue and ironically the first time was there.Cum On Everybody play party, What I've learned tonight is that I am way too fucking ugly for the crowd at @cmoneverybodybk. So outside of my friend really wanting to go to HRT because they're an amazing person who happens to be a trans man and they want me to be their chaperone in August, I'm going to avoid a going there because the bar doesn't need people that look like me making their place look visually worse.

I am still flattered that Shia Ho and their co-founder, who I sadly can't remember their name chose me for this experience. They seem to have good intentions, but unfortunately I ended up with what I can only describe as the Quasimodo Hunchback of Notre Dame Disney Edition experience which I think I needed after 9 months of actually liking my face.

I don't know where to go from here but I think I'm just going to do the stuff that I normally do, but don't be surprised if outside of events I produce. If I avoid going out in the near future might be a might bght be a couple of months because I honestly feel too ugly and repulsive to go. taken in C'mon Everybody by @taurus.of.love

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7 days ago

So yesterday we had no idea if his cat had fleas or parasites so we bathed her. We still have a lot of work to do but things are going well.

She's been hiding and running around in my partner's room. I was playing with her with the mouse wand earlier. She is hilariously uncoordinated and has to learn how to be a cat.

We're thinking of naming her Ruby.

#cat #kitten #feline #petcare #bath @paw_and_order_pet_services_inc by @taurus.of.love

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10 days ago

So I woke up to my roommate/partner and her parents surprising me with this fucker this morning.

I'm in hell. 😺

#cat #pussy#feline #kitten #pet catdad by @taurus.of.love

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11 days ago

Took my Fin Dom to Metal & Mutts at @lucky13saloon! Thanks to @paw_and_order_pet_services_inc and @tufftails for hosting this with all the cute doghos and @yappyhourbev for the dog booze!

@lucky13queen by @taurus.of.love

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13 days ago

My partner and roommate got this for our Kitchen.

🤩🐉🕰️ by @taurus.of.love

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14 days ago

TLDR: If I am talking too much and overstimulating you please let me know and I'll shut up. And if there's a subject that you don't ever want to hear me talk about, just let me know and I will avoid it.

There I saved you 2 and 1/2 minutes of no boobs. 😅 by @taurus.of.love

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19 days ago

So an update on my facial dysmorphia. I think I'm finally after a week over the hump because not only do I think my face looks okay now but getting out of the shower was pleasantly surprised by how curly my hair was. 🪮

Sadly, I know from experience that no matter what I do it doesn't stay like that, I wish! 😭

Also, my apologies for that last picture where I was trying to show off my entire hair instead hit you with the serial killer jump scare. 🥷🏾🔪🩸 by @taurus.of.love

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19 days ago

A question that I only want CIS/Trans Women who like Men on here to answer.

(I swear this will be the last of the boring text posts for a while.) by @taurus.of.love

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19 days ago

Attended Dirty Magazine's For The Streets Reading & Party!

Got 3 Tickets and my partner had a crash out this morning and my other friend canceled the day before for frustrating reasons. So I went alone and I hate going alone.

Fortunately ran into some friends, cool people and appreciated the theme. Not only because I'm very privacy conscious but because also because my facial dysmorphia went critical the night before so wearing this mask was super comfortable for me.

Can't wait until the next Dirty Mag event! taken in Village Works by @taurus.of.love

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22 days ago

Instagram keeps cutting off videos I made so I'm putting this year so my full expression is not censored by algorithms and bite sizes. I can't believe this is my first personal video, a more productive one is coming. by @taurus.of.love

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22 days ago

#sexualassault #predator #photography #exploitation #models

@ellenstagg @ireallyhopeyouwin_again by @taurus.of.love

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24 days ago