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Avi Mack

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08.08.26

I love you without knowing how,
or when,
or from where.

I love you straight-forwardly.
Without complexities or pride.

I love you because I know no other way than this.

So close —- that your hand on my chest, is my hand.
So close —- that when you close your eyes, I fall asleep.

And If I am asleep, then let me never wake.
And If I am awake, then let me never sleep.

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.

@thealidawn

Frame by the talented @shannonmichelle.co by @theavimack

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2 months ago

On the 8th of August 2026, Avi and I spoke our vows to one another before our closest friends and family.

A week earlier, on the 1st of August, we chose to privately marry, legally bound on my parents’ property, just the two of us, so that we could belong to each other first, before the world laid claim to the day. But it was on the 8th, surrounded by everyone we love, that it truly felt real.

We have never felt so entirely fused as we did on that day. From the walk down the aisle to the vows themselves, to every moment that followed, Avi and I existed in our own bubble, tuned to our own frequency. As we always have been, and as we always will be.

As two people who carry more than our share of anxiety, it was nothing short of remarkable that we experienced the entire day, and the months leading up to it, feeling so steady and so held by one another. Us, our love, has always been a certainty in a world of uncertainties.

I am endlessly grateful that I got to marry my twin flame, and that I get to spend the rest of my life beside him.

Avi, you are a daydream that became lucid, then real.

I love you, my husband.

📷: @mvrc1988 taken in South Africa by @theavimack

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2 months ago

Today is the DAY! World premiere of The Platform 🎥 by @theavimack

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6 months ago

- I needed a break #originalmusic
#songwriter
#indieartist
#musicthoughts taken in London, United Kingdom by @theavimack

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6 months ago

- I always had his idea of what it meant to live a creative life. But I feel the older I get, the more I change that.

I see more art in nature than made by people now.

Im not sure if im creative to be honest. I think a lot of people might think that, but im not entirely sure I am. Often, I’m more of a thief.

But what I do think, is that every moment of our lives, is a chance to see beauty. And I would say that’s what creativity is.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not even sure I know what it means to be creative.

But if anything - I think it means looking at everything, and seeing the beauty in it. Seeing how it can become beautiful. Seeing the meaning in it. See how it has purpose.

It feels like creativity is more the discovery of what’s already there. I do not own it, nor do I wish to. My job is only to figure out how to point to it and help others see what’s already there.

But I’m not sure really.

Maybe living a creative life just means being aware of what’s around you and acknowledging it.

#originalmusic
#songwriter
#indieartist
#uncertainty taken in London, United Kingdom by @theavimack

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7 months ago

- when I write music, it kinda feels like just walking into the abyss.

I never know what I’m gonna find, or what I’m looking for. I just know I’ll know it when I see it.

It always feels like there’s this myth that someone knows exactly what they are doing, and exactly what will work. That there are these special people who just come out with these incredible songs immediately and they are just these amazingly gifted people who you could never be.

In reality, I think it’s more like just trying to figure it out and hoping you find something special. Sometimes you do and sometimes you don’t.

But you have to keep searching. And the more you search, the more you figure out what works for you and what you sound like. And then you start recognising what it is you are looking for.

The tricky thing is, more often than not, you only can ever identify what you want to find. No one else can do it for you.

#originalmusic
#songwriter
#artistthoughts
#creativeprocess
#artistsupportingartists taken in London, United Kingdom by @theavimack

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7 months ago

- songwriting is super messy.

And I never really know what I’m doing. It’s kinda embarrassing really, because it just sounds like garble. I always feel like I’m just getting no where, and that I don’t know what I’m doing.

But - it’s a process. I’m working through it and hoping that in the end - it really is truthful.

#originalmusic
#songwriterlife
#honest
#vulnerability taken in London, United Kingdom by @theavimack

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7 months ago

- Im not scared of who I am. I’m weird. It’s just a fact.

And I’m okay with that. I think a lot of writing is about accepting yourself. And I’m trying to do more of that lately.

Sometimes you just have to say fuck it.

#originalmusic
#songwriter
#artistsupportingartists
#creatorsoftiktok
#shareyourart taken in London, United Kingdom by @theavimack

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7 months ago

- Im done trying to make things perfect to be honest. I think its the imperfections that make life beautiful. The cracks in the voice, the missed notes, some messed up timing. I’m trying to get back to the emotion of music, and not worry about it “sounding” perfect.

I care more about whether it makes you feel something. And sometimes I think it’s when you hear the mistakes that it really reminds that we are all real and all flawed. And all just kinda trying to get through.

#originalmusic
#songwriterlife
#honest
#vulnerability taken in London, United Kingdom by @theavimack

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7 months ago

- I think art a lot of the time, is about sharing it with people.

You have to take a risk, and share it.

It’s about being vulnerable and showing people what you think. Your take. Your opinion.

And that’s why it can hurt so much when people don’t like it.

If you make art, or anything really. Share it in the comments or something.

No other reason as I’d like to see it.

#originalmusic
#songwriter
#artistsupportingartists
#shareyourart taken in London, United Kingdom by @theavimack

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7 months ago

- Im always changing. So my music is always changing.

And it took me ages to recognise that.

I dont like sound the same as I did yesterday.

#originalmusic
#songwriter
#indieartist
#uncertainty taken in London, United Kingdom by @theavimack

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7 months ago

- I used to have so many expectations. of my art, of the world, of myself.

and I’m tired of that now. It’s exhausting. Because it feels like no matter what, I’m doomed to fail. And not for any other reason apart from that I have created an idea in my head that is unachievable.

No matter I do - no matter how much I achieve - it will never be enough because I have an expectation of what it would feel like and what it would feel like.

art isn’t about achievement or about accolade.

it’s about expression.

whether it’s music or film or whatever medium you can think of.

what matters is that you express yourself in its truest form.

That takes time. And effort. And work. And long nights. And disappointments. And difficulties. And failures.

But it must be true.

It has to be true.

And it’s really hard to be honest if you have an expectation.

#originalmusic
#songwriter
#indieartist
#musicthoughts taken in London, United Kingdom by @theavimack

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