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with the others
in the back of my trunk
only happy
when I am drunk
forget about
the things Ive done
all i am
is a wayward son

with the others
just a thing or two
and I’ll never
think of you
time will pass
but we’re not through
just wastin space
and stuck like glue
#originalmusic #musician #guitar by @thejamfish

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20 days ago

just a fun little jam I improvised by @thejamfish

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a month ago

Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say good night till it be morrow. by @thejamfish

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2 months ago

🖤❤️ by @thejamfish

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2 months ago

come back and fucking hit me
where did you go?
I guess I miss the pain I used to know
Blistering screams running up my spine
how I miss the shouting, so divine
someone punch me in the face
So I can relive them better days
what is love without the pain?
maybe I have gone insane

wanna skydive with no parachute
go swimmin with stones in my shoes
Drive my car off a bridge
grab a noose and hang my shit
drink me a pint of bleach
pump some gas and turn the keys
go play freeze tag in traffic
Maybe that’ll break the habit

cus I am just an addict
addicted to escapin misery
its a dumb thing to manage
when pain is everything I see
wanna live on a different planet
be free of your fake sympathy
there ain’t anything here left for me
#sadboy #emo #musician #originalmusic #guitar by @thejamfish

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2 months ago

lyrics:

break me down,
let me out,
break me down,
with no reason

say you love,
really dont,
I dont think—
you even know, no

(vocalization)

it’s an olive dawn,
another days gone now,
still alone in my bed,
even worse off in my head

whats the point?
do it over,
wake up to more ol’ rollover
why do I—
kiss my pillow?
you’re not there—
thats the sorrow…

(vocalization) by @thejamfish

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5 months ago

#emo #musician #originalmusic #clairobscurexpedition33 by @thejamfish

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6 months ago

by @thejamfish

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6 months ago

I love you guardin 👽 by @thejamfish

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10 months ago

do you feel like I feel?
I dont know whats even real
-
theres no monsters under the bed
because they’re all just in my head

So you take your time and figure it out
Ill be here waiting without a doubt
and if you never show
still Ill never go
ill stay right here waiting around
I would hope—but hope is a cloud

I thank the darkness
I thank the misery
at least they are always here with me
I curse love
I curse happiness
because they both result in death
Kill my spirit
kill my kind
Give me simple peace of mind
let me bleed
let me fall
though Ill be here through it all
take the pain
stop my brain
want results but get the same
get outta bed
get out my head
lets do this all again
it never ends! by @thejamfish

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a year ago

playing some rusty cage 🥃
(may have had a drink or two) by @thejamfish

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a year ago

This song made a girl stop talking to me.

Lyrics:

I miss you when you’re not around
Guess Im thinking about you now
So you got in my head and now
everything is all about

when we will meet
when I will see
your face another time

so maybe Im fucked
or I’ve escaped the rut
but either way I dont know how
to stop thinking about you now

You are under my skin
though I cant let you in
Im struggling to keep you out
but either way I dont know now

Maybe these words are waste
maybe Im just saving face
but honest to god Im so struck
and I think that I might be fucked

Cus when I see you I dont want to lose
dont care if everything goes blue
yeah I know Im an asshole
but say I had a castle
You’d be the queen- Id be king
its stupid but you know what I mean

I miss you when you’re not around
the silence it drowns it all out
but I tend to fall into doubt
so I fight and wont lose the bout

cus you got me
where I cant breathe
when I look in your eyes

so maybe Im fucked
or I’ve escaped the rut
but either way I dont know how
to stop thinking about you now

You are under my skin
though I cant let you in
Im struggling to keep you out
but either way I dont know now

Maybe these words are waste
maybe Im just saving face
but honest to god Im so struck
and I think that I might be fucked

Cus when I see you I dont want to lose
dont care if everything goes blue
yeah I know Im an asshole
but say I had a castle
You’d be the queen- Id be king
yeah its stupid, but you know what I mean

…its so stupid, but you know what I mean by @thejamfish

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a year ago