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Taylor Swain

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wife 💍 | TTC journey
angel baby 🤍 boy mama 💙
dog mom to Izzy & Whiskey 🐾
orthodontics | Lake Norman, NC

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Mama got out the house 💙

@mr_og_highroller by @thetswain

Shoutout to Target for giving us one pink and one blue confetti popper for our gender reveal 💀😂

For a solid 0.5 seconds, nobody knew what gender this baby was.

Plot twist: IT’S A BOY 💙👶🏼🩵

@Target really said ✨keep them guessing✨ by @thetswain

As Ella said “don’t even know her, that girl from last October” by @thetswain

Is it yee haw or haw yee ?🤠

@kimberly___garza @kaitlynriley_ by @thetswain

A time ? Was had indeed

*song is for reference of how the night went.. you just had to be there 😅 by @thetswain

29 looks pretty good on you babe 😘 Thank you for being the man who makes me laugh every day, loves our two dogs like they’re our children, and somehow manages to leave cups all over the house while still knowing exactly where the laundry basket is. We can’t all be perfect, I guess. 😂 Life with you is my favorite adventure. Whether we’re dreaming about the future, spending time at home with the d-o-gees or just doing absolutely nothing together, there’s nobody I’d rather do it with. I’m so thankful for every memory we’ve made and so excited for everything that’s still ahead of us.

I hope 29 brings you as much happiness as you bring to me every single day. Happy Birthday, handsome. I love you more than you’ll ever know. ❤️🐾🎂
@mr_og_highroller by @thetswain

Life is feeling simple 🤍 by @thetswain

@rorymcilroy def had competition, he got lucky I wasn’t invited to the masters #maybenextyear #themasters #popstroke #minigolf by @thetswain

Nobody talks about how miscarriage
doesn’t just break your heart…
it changes who you are.
Learning to live with the monsters. 🤍

#discoverpage #postoftheday #reeloftheday #miscarriages #miscarriage by @thetswain

Documenting my journey to not only help myself but for other people to know your feelings a valid and they’re not alone. This too shall pass 🤍

#mom #reeloftheday #miscarriage #moments #discoverpage by @thetswain

A collection of the most happiest time of my life, it will happen again someday just not right now 🤍 9 weeks was fun loving you and for 6 weeks I’ve missed you.. so many things remind me of being pregnant and i have to remind myself that I’m not.. it gets easier by the day but this is one of the hardest things I’ve ever gone through. I’m blessed to have such a huge support system and my loving husband that was gonna be a dad and I can’t to see that happen in our future.

For 6 weeks I have gone through so much trying to do life while finding love for myself and my body after all it’s been through. PPD is real and PTSD is hard. I was supposed to just allow my body to naturally expel my baby but i don’t think i wanted to let go of something that was mine, so I had a D&E. The waiting period for something pass or just feel healed was rough that took about 2.5 weeks and i was still testing positive on a pregnancy test even after that..

When any women sees a positive test all we can do is be hopeful and trust in our bodies to create such a beautiful blessing and sometimes our body’s will produce everything thats needed except for the most important part which is the embryo.. so at the first 9 week check appt seeing an empty sac can feel so degrading as a women, our bodies are supposed to carry children so why couldn’t I carry mine ? I find myself asking that question a lot..

While many people didn’t know about my miscarriage I was still hearing “you know they want grandkids” “when is it y’all’s turn” “it is such a blessing to have a healthy baby” and while i can’t blame them, they didn’t know it still hurt and just feeling like I hurt people and that wasn’t my intention you know ?

I wanted to be a mom and I will be a mom.. I’m just ready to heal mentally, physically and emotionally 🤍 enjoy the collection of photos I’ve taken and sorry for the rant if you did read the entire thing..but thanks for staying and listening

Should i start my TTC journey series ?

#discoverpage #miscarriage #blightedovum #miscarriageawareness #pregnancy by @thetswain

Tis the season by @thetswain