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Tatiana Llera

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“I learned when it all gets low how to hold me head higher”💓
Whimsy is my middle name🤪
#1 Goal- Find Joy in all Circumstances🫢💓
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Safe to say the 21st was great😉😁 by @tllera16

In my final moments of being 20 😘🙈🫶 by @tllera16

So summer is over? 🫡🫡 by @tllera16

Lesson Officially Learned✌️🫡 by @tllera16

What he said… Vivir Mi Vida🫢😁🤷‍♀️ by @tllera16

Lots to learn I guess🙊 by @tllera16

Somehow still alive?🤷‍♀️😅 might as well figure out how to make it half way enjoyable…. thanks to the people who have been dealing with my bs😅🫡🧐 by @tllera16

Someone pour me out a double shot of whiskey😅🤭🤦‍♀️…. Respectfully 2026 can Piss OFF! Only one picture for this one because I just wanted to share my thought on that… my life in summary… the emperors new groove scene where the llama says bring it on…. Yeah that’s me… just to give some context my car caught fire🤠🔫 (no injuries everything is fine) but that is only the start of it…. So I say piss off to 2026😁… (don’t actually pour me a double shot of whiskey lol) by @tllera16

2025 can be explained in a few words…. Growth and well a lot of set backs…. started off great…. Then my best friend (my boyfriend moved away), and when I say I crashed out oh do I mean it in just every way and most I won’t say but….I learned what it was like to lose all of my sparkle, I learned what it was like to turn to the wrong things, I learned what it felt like to really have no purpose, and what is felt like to have my home not really feel like home…. It was an incredibly difficult and pretty depressing transition to start the year…. For awhile there the stuffed animal donkey was all I really had and maybe I cried to that poor donkey most nights (sorry super donkey)…. Although if there is any bright side this pushed me out of my comfort zone more than what I could have imagined once school rolled around…. I was either going to be a loner well he was gone for the next three years or I was going to have to make a friend…. I was working a job that sucked for money but was great for friends (I love my a Francisco’s crew), I started reaching out to the girls on the team more which helped a lot, and well probably made one of my bestfriends…Thank goodness for Kensie, we can drive each other crazy but wow I think this year would have been hell without her …. I hyper fixated on bowling because the other option was making not wise choices …. And yeah… I got involved in the kids club at my church…. Not that I am a great role model in full transparency, or really know what to say… but you know what doing that helped me a lot actually. And yeah it has been just a tough year…. Lots and lots and lots shall I emphasize again LOTS of learning! And well sometimes I question if there has been growth, but I know for fact there was plenty of learning…. Oh and to come full circle… we are still together (3 years now dang) I still don’t enjoy long distance…. I am still trying to figure out who I am…. I am still trying to learn how to be a good daughter sister, friend etc… oh and wait HE IS HOME RIGHT NOW😁😁😁 heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh yes I’m excited…. And yeah all that to be said HASTA LA VISTA 2025. DONT LET THE DOOR HIT YOU ON THE WAY OUT😁😁 by @tllera16

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Merry Christmas ya’ll by @tllera16

Dear Bowling,
I know you’re not a person, but I miss you. You’re my outlet and my home. I can’t quite explain it, but my mind escapes everything once I’m on the lanes all that matters is making the shot. I think that is probably the best thing I have ever been told by a coach…. we were having a conversation early in the year, and I was so annoyed and frustrated because I wasn’t seeing the result …. He looked at me and said kid you have to make the shot first… something so simple…. But the fact of how much I carry that is ridiculous. My favorite part of bowling now is spare shooting because of that statement…My head goes silent all that matters is my alignment which is clock work at this point, and it is simple… make the shot not the result….. the more I think about those simple words…. I think I need to take that past the bowling alley and into my daily life as well. I miss working, I miss my teammates, my coaches and just the community…. I have done multiple sports where I flat out (sorry) grind my ass off… this one is different though I’m not sure why yet… if there is anything that you take out of this rant and sappy talk…. Make the shot not the result….( thanks Coach)…. And you know what I will add one more thing to this because my coach has talked to me about this as well and sometimes it is easy to lose it and I need to remind myself…. You can’t run, if you don’t know how to walk yet…. And you know what…once I step back and think about that… dang… that is true in everything…. And I wouldn’t have never learned all of this without bowling…. It has taught me so much, the people have taught me so much and I am so greatful to have this opportunity… I am so greatful to have coaches that believe in me and want me to be apart of their program. I just miss it. I know that was a little everywhere, but that’s where I’m at. by @tllera16