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The real question isnt “Is there life after death?” it's “Are you truly living when you die?”
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It takes guts to be gentle&kind🪷🫀
Cat mommy🐱🐱

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I’ve tried to write this caption a few times. Basically I’m just sitting here in disbelief that tomorrow will be the first anniversary of your death. Nothing has been the same since you’ve been gone and some days I’m not sure whether that’s a good thing or a bad thing. Growing up I had such a passion and deep love for animals, especially cats. Sometimes I would get picked on for this and called “crazy” or “weird” so I decided that I must be mistaken for this affinity towards care and connection that I was feeling. I thought love must be something stupid and silly and worthless. When I first brought you home, I actually much preferred your meek little brother to your overly affectionate, attention demanding demeanor. But I’m so glad that our paths crossed; you’ve saved me from some stupid choices in my darkest hours. And for that, I’m forever in your debt; I’d even go as far to say that I owe my life to you given the circumstances haha. You were so much more than “just a cat”. I know for a fact that there is a God after being blessed with the time that we had together and that all the suffering I went through that made me worry I’d been abandoned by a higher power, was simply a way of preparing me to truly be able to appreciate the concept of joy. Thank you for teaching me that unconditional love does exist (even for a wretch like me), always remaining by my side, always believing in me…I could go on and on. Though I have had a sweet little baby girl come into my life after the loss of you to keep Apache company, you will ALWAYS be MY baby, Simon. Though I am truly grateful to Daisy for showing me that love is in fact possible again, even after a crushing heartbreak. The last slide is a headstone from a famous pet cemetery in the UK. I think this is all I wanna say by @trakky.dacks

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My heart is completely torn to shreds. At 4:55pm Tuesday, January 23rd 2024 I was forced to prematurely say goodbye to the precious soul who became my life force - my saving grace. I cannot thank you enough, Simon, for everything you taught me in our short time together of 1,234 days. You were my perfect baby, and I promise to continue trying to be the person that you always believed that I was. Love always, your momma 🩷 by @trakky.dacks

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Mutilated lips give a kiss on the wrist
Of the worm like tips of tentacles expanding
In my mind, I’m fine, accepting only fresh brine
You can get another drop of this, yeah you wish
Hey little boy, whatcha got there?
Kind sir it’s a mollusk i’ve found
Did you find it in the sandy ground?
Does it emulate the ocean’s sound?
Yes I found it on the ground
Emulating the ocean’s sound
Bring forth the mollusk cast unto me
Let’s be forever let forever be free
Hey little boy, come walk with me
And bring your new found mollusk along
Does it speaketh of the trinity
Can it gaze at the sun with its wandering eye
Yes it speaks of the trinity
Casting light at the sun with its wandering eye
Bring forth the mollusk, cast unto me
Let’s be forever let forever be free
You see there are three things that spur the mollusk from the sand
The waking of all creatures that live on the land
And with just one faint glance, back into the sea
The mollusk lingers, with its wandering eye by @trakky.dacks

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<insert cryptic message here> 🧌 by @trakky.dacks

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My heart is so full 🤭 I have been so many places (and have many more planned to see) also my hair was blonde, then grey, now growing out to its natural color. Plus I acquired my two beloved sons, Simon & Apache, and additional emotional baggage as a consequence of being vulnerable in the face of doubt. Actually let’s not glamorize suffering - additional emotional baggage that feels overwhelming to try to sift through and accurately classify but slowly yet surely I work on it bit by bit by @trakky.dacks

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Couldn’t take a decent photo if someone held me at gunpoint kek 🥴 I’m a silly little guy rated for entertainment purposes only (cosmetic function not covered under selected warranty) taken in The Rez by @trakky.dacks

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My apartment complex is beside this wooded area
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. taken in Ridgeland, Mississippi by @trakky.dacks

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2018 brought some unexpected travels. First Washington DC, then the Fourth of July in Indianapolis, and finally Thanksgiving in Miramar Beach, Florida. So beyond grateful for these experiences full of wonderful sights, wonderful people, and wonderful memories. Awaiting new experiences for 2019 💫 by @trakky.dacks

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Jumping for joy because I've successfully completed my first semester of mortuary school 😸 I had no idea how taxing this program would be, but also no idea how much pride I would take in this future profession. The funeral community is nothing short of a family, and it is nothing short of a pleasure to learn from such amazing people. by @trakky.dacks

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"PISCES: answer your friends when they ask about the dirt under your fingernails; tell them you've been clawing at your own casket buried in the back yard"- Tom Leveille 🍁

You do not have to do everything by yourself. It is okay to be vulnerable in front of others. by @trakky.dacks

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