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Today, I lost my mother.

No words could begin to measure the amount of pain it aches to say this.

She was an angel, she showed me what love and kindness truly means and allowed me to spread that towards the world myself. She is the reason I'm still here.

From this moment and beyond, I'm going to make her so proud as she watches from above.

You're the best mother a son could ask for, and only hope you know how much that alone saved me throughout life.

I love you, forever and always. by @urbexdrummer

The return is closing in for THE @urbexnightmare. It will become a beautiful thing as it plays out.

Here's a small photoception📸

The Nightmare will see you around the corner 😉
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#urbandecay
#urbanexplorer
#darkart
#photooftheday
#trendingnow by @urbexdrummer

when one chapter has closed, the next one will be one for the ages. let's make a statement this year ☢
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the hiatus with @urbexnightmare operations is now giving us ample opportunity as a team and also for myself to truly make a statement in other areas such as music which WILL happen this year since my last official release was back in 2023.

⚠︎ in regards to the Nightmare universe, we're locking in for the next expedition into the world of terrors. creatively and personally we need time for the true level up for the vision we've created with that.
which means there's no timetable, but the wait will truly be worth it for our comeback, emphasizing we're not done at all ⚠︎

#urbex #portraits #discover #foryou #photogram by @urbexdrummer

The Nightmare never died, it's just getting started.

👉 this is only chapter one @urbexnightmare 👈

#urbexnightmare #horror #analoghorror #urbex #cinema by @urbexdrummer

𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 ️☣
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𝚒 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛, 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛. 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎.

𝚜𝚘 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚑, 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 мой люди ✌️

𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜, 𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚌𝚔 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝙽𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚞𝚙 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚎𝚍 🛞

#photography #portrait #cinematic #aesthetic #explore

📸: @urbexnightmare
@lostinthisdreamland
EDIT: @urbexdrummer
@lostinthisdreamland
@urbexnightmare by @urbexdrummer

𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘺𝘮𝘣𝘰𝘭𝘪𝘤. 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘥𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘥
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𝚍𝚘𝚌𝚞𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚍𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚘𝚌𝚘𝚕.
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captured in the first daily life environment, the nightmare's roots have began to spread.

𓌏️: @urbexdrummer
📸: @urbexdrummer
🎵: @liltoe
🌐: north carolina
🩻: no generated content
📷: Fujifilm XH-1

#horror #foryou #viral #explorepage #cinematic by @urbexdrummer

welp.

it wasn't an abandoned house, but @urbexnightmare found a fully destroyed column of APCs instead which makes this perhaps the most interesting discovery we've made by accident.

It didn't help that during this time artillery rounds were landing less than a quarter mile from our current position at the time.

but hey they at least had a bomb box nearby if the team had to duck😂
#urbex #photooftheday #trending #fyp #urbexphotography by @urbexdrummer

If @hastethedayofficial is making a comeback then that's how you know it's a comeback SZN myself😂

Im extremely grateful for the power within myself to break down personal barriers in music to go beyond just drums and now its a fresh soundscape to make my mark in every aspect of what's been created so far in roles I never imagined in ever doing.

#music #drummer #hiphop #metalcore #foryou by @urbexdrummer

those fireworks are like a warzone up close😂

#fireworks #reelsofinstagram #unexpected #meme #4thofjuly by @urbexdrummer

Bro makes me look like I’m actually good at guitar or something.

📷 : @urbexdrummer by @urbexdrummer

The last 6 months have been a whirlwind, and each day has been a battle to accept this new reality.

Nothing lasts forever, and while that's one of life's hardest truths, it's also a reminder to make the most of the time we're given. Mom would want me to keep pushing forward, to go all out in everything I do, because none of us know when our time will come.

I've been channeling the grief of losing her into music, photography, and rebuilding parts of myself from the ground up. Not to escape the loss, but to honor the memories she gave me and continue the search for the peace and closure that comes with a journey like this.

Carolina winning the Cup the night before today definitely felt like your way of reminding me you're still out there somewhere.

I love you, Mom.

Everything that I've done this year and for the rest of my life will be in your honor.
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And thank you to everyone who has supported myself and my family through these last six months. She's the reason my heart stayed open enough to appreciate the love, kindness, and support of the people around me.

#inmemory by @urbexdrummer

The initial support has been immense and very much appreciated from all of us in Crownkeeper! And with that, believe in the moment, before it escapes you🙏

Further announcements soon🚨 by @urbexdrummer