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My thoughts shared, as I figure life out
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The show must go on 💁🏼‍♀️✨ taken in England, United Kingdom by @virtualinsanity7

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6 months ago

Some of the things I heard on a weekly/daily basis.
Said with such venom and hate. The psychological side of abuse runs so deep. You disassociate with reality and go inside your head to protect yourself. But you get so good at it you forget how to be you. How to be happy. You know only how to 'stay safe' and prevent any kick offs. But eventually, no amount of egg shells save you from the outbursts. When you don't react anymore, they begin to push you until you do.
Then flip it onto you as though you're the abuser.
You're in a game where you'll always lose.
You're fucked.
The physical aspect of abuse turns you into a liar and an empty shell trying to protect them and convince others you are fine and just hit your head on a car door.
You're so used to being verbally and physically beaten down that it's now 'normal' to you. So it doesn't shock you. People would be horrified if they could see your daily life and interactions with this person. But you actually start to see their behaviour as abuse less and less. They never say sorry for hurting you, they convince you you're out of line for making them blow up. You 'bring this out' of them.
You believe everything they say about you. You stop talking to people, stop socialising, you stop taking care of yourself, you drink, you eat shit, you keep finding things wrong with yourself and having fillers and treatments, you can't get out of bed, your relationships with everyone deteriorate, you age faster THE LIST GOES ON.

Decide, do you want to recite sentences like these to yourself every day? Sentences that have been put there by someone else? Things you now believe to be true due to the repetition and force in which they have been said to you. Do you want to further spiral and maybe end up dead?

OR

Do you want to re write the sentences. Do you want to decide who you are, what you think about yourself and what you do with your life? Do you want good relationships with people? Do you want to feel consistent happiness?

Then leave. No ifs no buts.

You have to begin to re wire your brain with thoughts and emotions you want there.

Commit to yourself and change your situation 💪🏽

Figure it out along the way. by @virtualinsanity7

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2 years ago

Move your body higher.
Move your consciousness higher.

The point of life is to learn, evolve, grow and share your magic ✨
Keep love in your heart and in everything you do.
Because after all, everything incurs karmic retribution. taken in United Kingdom by @virtualinsanity7

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7 months ago

Natures evening light show

#nature #sunset #viral taken in Bradford United Kindom by @virtualinsanity7

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2 days ago

Everyday is a learning day if you're conscious enough to see the lessons.
Your own behaviour, thoughts and feelings which lead to choices, are your greatest teachers.

Study yourself, become the best you can be. Period. taken in City of Bradford by @virtualinsanity7

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4 days ago

Fill your mind with the thoughts & beliefs you wish to hold taken in United Kingdom by @virtualinsanity7

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11 days ago

💃🏼💃🏼👏🏽👏🏽🫶🏼🫶🏼✨✨ taken in England, United Kingdom by @virtualinsanity7

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11 days ago

Once you've made a choice to change something, your subconscious will try every which way to pull you back.
Back to the familiar. Back to the ease of that habitual living. The 'yolo' mentality.
Your new standards must become imperative, until they become the new ease. The new you.

The voice in your head saying 'it's ok, you're tired, do it tomorrow' or 'you deserve a treat, order a takeaway' is your subconscious trying to re route you. Ignore it or become a slave to it.
Stay in power. Grow in power. by @virtualinsanity7

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20 days ago

Everyone's always talking about the 'good old days' without realising they are also living through more of the same right now.
Appreciate where you came from, where you're at and where you're headed.

Cos one day, it'll all be part of the good old days.
Don't miss anything. taken in United Kingdom by @virtualinsanity7

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20 days ago

You darling, are the Art 🖼️ taken in United Kingdom by @virtualinsanity7

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22 days ago

Thick skin & an unbothered self esteem are essential if you're trying to build something bigger. by @virtualinsanity7

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24 days ago

Something I wrote in my notes a year ago that I thought may be useful 💋☺️❤️ by @virtualinsanity7

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25 days ago