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Oh, Lulu. Writing this has been one of the most difficult things I have had to do in my life. For one, I’m gutted by the finality of a fucking goodbye post. & you know I have been avoiding the act of sharing my inner world with anyone other than you and those closest to me until now.

♡ It’s been 14 days since I lost a 6’4 piece of my fat ass heart.

♡ To say that I’m devastated would be an understatement. I can hardly catch my breath under this massive weight of guilt; the feeling that we failed to save a wild little boy who just wanted to be loved. & I want everyone to know he was loved so immensely.

♡ I’m comforted to know that you are free of suffering. No longer limited by this earthly form & you are fucking everywhere babe. I feel you in the kites that dance in the sky and the songs that pierce my soul. The flame that stings so good when you get too close.

♡ I’ll miss how you integrated heavenly beauty with grotesque horror shit so effortlessly. My gorgeous spooky fairy baby. How you embodied divine feminine and masculine energy in one body. SO MUCH ENERGY. My favorite energizer bunny, who is going to hop with me for hours at the rave?

♡ I’ll miss how much you loved a YAP but also how much you listened! Your home cooked meals, massages, deep talks. I’ll miss seeing myself through your eyes, & how you captured all my best angles (“chin down Ana x100000”). & of course your jean shorts fit perfectly on my ass?

♡ You haven’t stopped talking to me through music since you passed. We probably were Spotify top streamers of mgk’s tickets to my downfall in 2021. The MGK to my trippie redd. The joker to my Harley Quinn. The way you got me like no one else did.

♡ My heart will long for your infectious laugh, your cute zoomie mannerisms, your grounding touch, your creative flow, your tenderness.

♡ But from now on everything I do will be in memory of you. You would want me to show vulnerability when my default is strength. To bear my bleeding heart wide open when I want to crawl into my seashell. I love you forever and always and infinity and beyond. Time only exists on this earth, so I know I am already dancing in the clouds with you right this second. by @walkinganadream

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a month ago

Wife so nice I married her twice #Anaçores taken in Açores by @walkinganadream

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3 months ago

anaçores feat. nick ♡

beauty by my best friends
hair @madswillhair
makeup @samidumanski taken in Sao Miguel, Açores by @walkinganadream

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3 months ago

mermaid era 🧜🏽‍♀️
this account is now run by @highkeypriestess by @walkinganadream

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3 years ago

lil 6 mo life update by @walkinganadream

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4 years ago

do you have a moment to discuss the malibu barbie to disney adult pipeline? 🎀💄🐭 taken in California by @walkinganadream

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4 years ago

lil hometown festy this weekend 🤪 taken in M3F Fest by @walkinganadream

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5 years ago

the fairy orbs came out to play last night 🧚🏽‍♀️💖 taken in Desert Botanical Garden by @walkinganadream

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5 years ago

oops! dropped these -
2021 good effing riddance. ty to all who made it bearable. manifesting more self love, awareness, and abundance in 2022. cheers ✨ by @walkinganadream

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5 years ago

got my demons on speed dial ☎️
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daddy, can you come pick me up?
are you there luci? it’s me, ana taken in Melrose District by @walkinganadream

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5 years ago

choose ur fighter 😤 by @walkinganadream

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5 years ago

No hat? Can’t sit with us by @walkinganadream

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