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𝒪𝓂𝑒𝓇𝑜’𝓈 𝓂𝓊𝓂𝓂𝓎 °❀.ೃ࿔ ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀⋆

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Me n my small pal x by @ylmkx

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5 years ago

Life is better with you by my side ❤️ taken in Mitsis Summer Palace by @ylmkx

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8 days ago

TW: miscarriage

There truly are no words to describe the pain of losing a baby.

As many of you know, Matthew and I’s relationship has never been smooth sailing. We’ve been through more than our fair share of ups and downs.

A couple of months ago, we decided we wanted to try for a baby. Our first pregnancy sadly ended in a very early miscarriage. We were heartbroken, but we picked ourselves up and, just a few weeks later, found out we had conceived again. We were shocked, nervous, scared… but more than anything, we were so excited. We worked out that we were around 3–4 weeks pregnant, and suddenly our whole world had a little bit more hope in it. A week later, I began experiencing pain in my lower right abdomen, which resulted in a wonderful all-nighter at the hospital. The following day, we went for a scan and saw an empty gestational sac. We were told that this was completely normal for how early we were and to come back a week later. A week passed, and we returned for another scan. This time, we saw a yolk sac inside the gestational sac, but still no baby. We were told to wait a little longer. A couple of weeks later, we went for a private scan, expecting to be around 8 weeks pregnant. And then, for the first time, we saw you.

Our tiny little baby.

There you were, so impossibly small, with the tiniest flicker of a heartbeat. I don’t think we will ever forget that moment. After weeks of worry and uncertainty, we finally felt like we could breathe. We had seen our baby. Our little baby was there. Then, completely unexpectedly, she told us she could see two yolk sacs, which could mean twins.

Two babies.

Two tiny hearts to love.

We left that appointment completely shocked, overwhelmed and emotional, but filled with so much excitement about the possibility that we might have two little babies to welcome. Today, we went for our confirmation scan. We were excited and incredibly anxious to find out whether we were expecting one baby or two, and most importantly, to see that our pregnancy was continuing to progress.

But as the sonographer scanned, she never turned the screen towards us.

The silence was deafening.

And then we heard the words that shattered by @ylmkx

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12 days ago

A change of scenery was necessary 🥥🤎 taken in Greece, Kos Island by @ylmkx

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17 days ago

A time was had by @ylmkx

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3 months ago

My pride and joy always 🤍 by @ylmkx

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4 months ago

Meant to be ♾️ by @ylmkx

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5 months ago

My loves xx by @ylmkx

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6 months ago

Blessed with the best 🤍 taken in Magazine London by @ylmkx

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6 months ago

Glowing differently taken in The Shard London by @ylmkx

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7 months ago

It’s beginning to look a lot like Christmas xx by @ylmkx

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9 months ago

Mini me all the way down to the attitude 🤦🏻‍♀️ by @ylmkx

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2 years ago