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if we keep surviving we will thrive again📀 i freaking Love you i know i say it every time but i mean it with all my heart. if anyone would like to purchase and mail me a copy of you will get through this night by daniel howell dm me. you will get through this instagram caption (thank you for being here)
oh yea also i moved out of my apartment and in with my grammymaw everybody send oat milk and gluten free cookies (grandma has dietary restrictions) 🥛🍪 by @zithromatic
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4 days ago
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this year i’ve had the immense pleasure of experiencing the gayest most colorful pride month of my life so far. in drag i am an unapologetic and authentic creature ready to flop like a fish and entertain you. out of drag i am more confident in my queer identity and relationship than ever before. thank you so much to everyone who has celebrated with me. i love you, colorful alphabet people!!!! every month is pride month
🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵💜💙🩷 by @zithromatic
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3 months ago
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my stars were absolutely stricken last night, my darling took me on a day trip up to spokane to see deeper sleeper @joshua__harmon (and band!) perform on their tiny little tour. it is hard to put words to how much deeper sleeper means to me. the singles and self titled album dropped at incredibly crucial moments in my life, when i desperately needed to feel understood and to feel some hope. not only is the album incredibly healing lyrically, but the physical experience of his music is visceral and magical. thank u joshua for sharing your precious creations with the world, and for bringing them on tour! i am thrilled to hear what deeper sleeper does next. 
thank you endlessly @shringo_starr for understanding how important this was to me and making it happen. it literally couldn’t have been more perfect. ❤️❤️❤️
see my post on @riverrflies for more of the silly lover style fun! we had a real blast. by @zithromatic
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5 months ago
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you’re my favorite. i love you anniversary style by @zithromatic
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7 months ago
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everybody always asks me they say, “river! where have you been?” and i say oh you know, i’ve been around. but sometimes im lying and i haven’t really been around anywhere, so lately i’ve been trying to be around more. i can’t even tell you what a difference it makes. see u there?? by @zithromatic
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7 months ago
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hey you! these are some of the things i’ve been up to lately. i am practicing lots of skills and getting better all the time- face painting, rollerblading, dancing, singing, writing, all of it. i’m getting used to stepping outside of my comfort zone, i find my true safety zone is bigger now than ever. i give myself the space to get things wrong, so that i may see a chance to finally get it right. 
what on earth have you been up to??? by @zithromatic
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8 months ago
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so much of my precious life has been lived since i last posted. here are many photos of it! 
from my favorite week of summer, when josh and charlie visited and picked me up every single day they were here (thank you!!!!! i’ve never felt so special in my life!!!) all the way through haunt season, when salem and james made sure mikey and i were well taken care of every single work night. 
in the present and the future, there is so much art and music and love surrounding me. i am inspired every day by the people who care about me to be the best version of myself possible, and to express myself as freely as i feel inclined to. 
i have an apartment now, a place to live for me and my brother and both of our cats. you may have heard this news already, but in case you didn’t, i was without stable housing for over a year- and i have finally achieved everything i hoped for. i’m incredibly lucky and grateful for the help i’ve received, from the people who let me sleep in their houses to the organizations that provided me resources. @mrjnwa helped me find and move into my apartment, access brand new beds donated by our local dayspring ministries, and helped me find my new job! 
i think we should be more open about community efforts and resources. the situation i was in was not something i could handle alone, and it was very very dangerous for me to try. i spent a lot of time over that year accessing mental health resources, including overnight stays. so many incredibly kind people took part in saving my life this year that i literally cannot possibly list them all. the connections that you can make by reaching out for help are absolutely priceless. please kill the shame, and help your community and ask your community for help. 

tl;dr i lived bitch! and i love my community and i love my life and i love you!! by @zithromatic
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10 months ago
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these photos were taken on my flip phone!! except the last two, which were sent to my flip phone. i hope you have been going on enough adventures lately. i’m excited for the changing seasons and my changing self. the love and support in my life right now fosters an environment that i am able to grow and thrive in better than ever before. sleep well tonight, i love u !!!! by @zithromatic
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a year ago
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hello you!!! i’m stopping by to share some pictures. i hope you’ve been doing good lately, i’ve been working real hard on making the progress i want to see in my life. i bought a flip phone! it’s made for old people, but it suits what i need from a phone extremely well. if you’re looking to do something similar, it’s a good idea to keep your smartphone around to have for games and music! if you have the self control. i’ve been enjoying lots of live & new music, especially that new Alex G album. the new Cavetown song is great too- and so is the King of the Hill reboot! so much to enjoy lately! i hope to start posting and sharing art that i create soon. thank you for being the kinds of people i love to share those things with. u rock! by @zithromatic
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a year ago
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Hello! It's so great to see you. I hope you're doing well. These are some photos I took on my camera that I've been wanting to share with you. Things are in a constant state of change still for me, but I'm beginning to find home in the uncertainty. It's been really positive for me to have less access to this website, but I have taken many photos I'm excited to show you! Thank you for being my friends and for believing in me. I am so dedicated to building this life for myself and I can't wait for you to see it. by @zithromatic
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a year ago
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happy trans day of visibility to me & every little freak i’ve ever been, my sweet baby brother & every little freak he’s ever been, as well as you🏳️‍⚧️ & every little freak you have ever been. i think it’s easy to cringe and feel embarrassed when i look back at all the ways i used to express myself back when it was my biggest struggle, so it’s possible that you feel that way too sometimes. i hope you can give yourself grace and love even over the mistakes you’ve made along your journey. it’s important to honor every part of yourself that carried you to where you are today. it’s also really good to trust that your future self will bring you where you’re meant to be tomorrow. 
anyway, transitioning has been the greatest, most painful, and most beautiful journey of my entire life. i came out so young and experienced so much and did everything all the wrong way! but it makes me so happy to look back on. i see the messy handprints in the hard work i put into the foundation of myself and i love working around them to reinforce it these days. this trans day of visibility, i am 6 months on testosterone! i feel more like myself every single day, and that feeling is so heightened by being surrounded by transgender people who i love more than anything. i love you my queer gendered siblings and i am proud to be your brother! by @zithromatic
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2 years ago
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it’s currently 11:11 pm on february 16, 2025, my twenty first birthday. i can confidently and easily say this is the best birthday i’ve ever had and im happier than i’ve ever been- than i ever thought i was capable of being. a cavetown show on my twenty first is the most perfect thing i could’ve possibly asked for. thank you mikey, thank you mom, thank you cavetown🤘🌌🎧🪺🎢🩵 i love you. let’s go, twenty one! i’m ready for anything. by @zithromatic
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2 years ago
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