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☤ ☤ Artist who rarely arts, does fashion, and parents chickens. ☤ ☤

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Oh well look who is posting finally after like……..,. Uhhhhh idk how long it’s been— I’m alive but I’m old and always tired lol by @0yeniii

I haven’t done an update in so long so please take this giant dump of stuff from the past couple of months that I’ve sat on, if you see repeating of pictures, no you didn’t.

I’ll be honest im going through it and struggling so hard it’s awful but maybe if I post fun times, it will get better by @0yeniii

So I’m officially 28…. Which is kinda crazy to me. I never thought I’d make it this long. I say that every year but it still is very much something that haunts me, because it remains true every time.

I downplay my importance and struggle to feel connections with people enough so I can trust I’m genuinely a benefit in other’s lives. It’s an exhausting and lonely way to live and one I still struggle to battle because that little voice in the brain is so so loud, and so SO convincing.

This year has held no punches, from my car accident and trying to financially recover from it all, to constantly needed to fix the new car, to my birds and work, and I wonder how I can keep going with my head above these massive waves, but I have made some friends that have really made sure I couldn’t hide when things got rough. Always ready to support me and give me company when I am struggling, and it’s really nice. These few days off to celebrate my birthday, it was really nice, and I am really working hard to keep going strong and get better for the days and years ahead! Thank you my friends I love you! by @0yeniii

So much has happened in a couple months and I figured I’d just dump a bunch of stuff that I thought was fun or cute, cause idk, I want to and I can. If these photos overlap or are already other post, no they don’t and no they aren’t lmfao by @0yeniii

🍾🎂🎁🎉🎈🎊HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST PUPPY EVER!!! 🎊🍾🎂🎁🎉🎈

Four whole years….. FOUR YEARS!!!!!! My precious puppy is growing up so fast and I love spending everyday with him!!!

His birthday was ACTUALLY yesterday but I legit worked the entire day and so I couldn’t do anything, so we went out today and got a pupcup, some pets, toys, and more so he could know he was loved and celebrated!!!!! Make sure you wish him a happy birthday too!! by @0yeniii

WOW!! What a year!!!! I made some new friends, learned to drive, and really got my ass in gear with so much!!!!! I’ve been at a job I am really happy at— amazing coworkers, and I just genuinely am shocked at how much I’ve changed and grown— in such a short time. I’m not always all that active on social media, I used to do so little— I never saw the point to it.

Nor did I feel I was making memories that were worth keeping track of because I felt I was lost and wasting time— rare occasions, sudden posts or updates I felt were to note, but over all I felt lost. Now I am making friends, branching out and finding that things aren’t all that bad, and that things will be okay…. I even started going to the gym and getting a personal trainer!!!! HOW CRAZY IS THAT?!?! I am finally taking life by the firm horns and am excited to see what else I can do! by @0yeniii

This is probably dramatic and out of the blue— but this morning I came to find my pet turkey Trudy was gone— feathers everywhere in a show of a struggle— and from the scene it seems her and her little baby are gone forever and nourished another living being.

I never expected something like this to happen— I thought you’d follow me forever and we would hug each other every day, I’d secretly give you the best scraps and extra food,and I would continue to hear your chirps of happiness as you saw I was home from work and ran to me— but it seems our time was cut incredibly short— and it’s left me with one of the biggest senses of loss.

I can’t stop thinking how I’ll never see you again, how I will never get to pet you and give you compliments about how good a mama you became after stealing every birds nest because you just knew you had to hatch them all. I hope you and your precious baby went with no pain— I hope there is somewhere kinder for you— I hope you knew from the start how much I love and adore you and how that will never change. I had to do something for you Trudy…. You were our Trudy scrumptious , named after your favorite song, and made us fall in love with the heart and demeanor of turkeys, even after we lost your sister. Fly high my baby.

Edit: there is so much to say still. How I’ll miss your pecking to try and help clean us all up, how you were friendly and sweet with everyone, always happy to get pets or be held. You’d even go to the neighbors for loving and everyone who ever met you had adored you. Such a special bird with such a way that it wooed the world around you. I miss you. by @0yeniii

Hiiiiooo welcome to my twisted circus lol idk man, I just got bored and wanted to do my special little clown stuff again to have fun and be creative after so long!!!!!!!!!! It’s not the best but for how long it’s been? I think I did great and I’m happy!
#makeup #clownmakeup #clowncore by @0yeniii

Happy 3️⃣‼️ Birthday to my puppy and best friend!!! This guy is my life and he gets me like no other and I am just so grateful I get to go on a life long journey with him!!!!!

He is one of the sweetest dogs I’ve had and is so full of love that he just makes me melt 🥹🥹❤️

Happy birthday tankers and I hope we have many more to share!!! 🥳🥳🥳🎊🎊🎊🎉🎉🎁🎁🎁⭐️⭐️⭐️♥️♥️‼️‼️‼️🎂🎂 by @0yeniii

WOWowoWowoWOWOWOW IM ACTUALLY DOING THINGS!!!!! Hey guys!!! It’s been awhile and since I just got to see my bestie @urani.artz I FIGURED NOW IS A TIME TO ACTUALLY UPLOAD AND DO SOMETHING FUN!!!! So here I am!

I’m quitting my shitty job and going back to school and figuring out anything to get this nightmare of a life to get even a little bit easier!!!! I’m feeling good about the future and what it brings and it’s been a rare thing to feel!!!!! by @0yeniii

So this month has been great and rough at the same time. I’m gonna be honest, things have been really rough, and I am coming to a realization that mentally I’m in a crisis and falling into bad habits that is scaring me, but I refuse to let that stop me from growing.

I really have to make changes and so I plan on that, but I also plan on reaching out so much more, I need to create connections and talk to people more, to interact, and be better at coexisting in healthy friendships.

I am thankful for the friends I do have who have been supporting me and reaching out when they can, and I am sorry that I haven’t been reaching out as well or as often as much…. things are just very…. stagnant and discouraging at sometimes, but I promise I’m trying. by @0yeniii

So with love live coming to an end which breaks my heart, seeing my money and such lost to the grave, I also get to remember so many people I got to meet and make memories with.

I’ve met some of my most important and specialist friends from this series, ((Naim ISNT in cosplay with their photo because I lost so many pictures…. So sad))

This series always had me inspired to go out and meet others, to try and be a better person and I feel like I have, but not with out it’s help with all the friends I made along the way…. I will miss you love live, I hope we meet eachother again soon. by @0yeniii