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15 years today🤍🤍 Happy anniversary my love! Not a day goes by that we aren’t missing you🕊️ by @andreabruz

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come with me to my first infrared hot pilates class @thryve_716 ❤️😮‍💨 my girl @andreabruz absolutely crushed me in the best way possible. this class was all vibes and sweat; and I can’t wait to come back for more 😛
thank you for showing up to die with me @weber_megan212

@thryve_716 | @andreabruz 👊🏻 taken in Thryve by @andreabruz

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Missing you today and every day🤍🤍 Happy anniversary my love🕊️Miss doing life with you by @andreabruz

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a year ago

As I sit here and write, I cannot believe that today marks 5 years since JB died. Something about 5 seems awful to me. It feels more permanent, it feels more forever. 5 years seems like forever ago and just yesterday all at the same time. With each passing year, I have found it harder and more difficult. I think for some naïve reason I thought that as the years passed it would get easier, but in fact it has been the opposite. I think maybe with each passing year the realization that he is never coming back has slowly set in. They say that grief will always stay with you. You will never get over the loss of a loved one, you will slowly learn to live with it. You will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered. You will never be the same, nor should you be, and nor would you want to be. As I look back at this year I once again am in awe at my beautiful, kind, caring and strong children. They are my reason for living. They are the reason I have been able to get through these last five years without JB. Although this year has come with difficulties, I think for me this year has truly brought me a feeling of gratitude. When we lost JB it took me a very long time to truly feel blessed. I struggled with trying to figure out how in the world I could be blessed when something so awful happened to my children and I. With each passing year I slowly was able to see that it was because of JB‘s passing that I was able to fully understand and comprehend being grateful. So although today marks five years of JB no longer here on this earth, I can finally start to see how blessed I am. Each day I am allowed here on earth is another day that I am living for the BOTH of us. I know without a doubt that he is looking down so proud of the person I have become and how amazing our children are doing. So cheers to another year of being blessed and feeling grateful🤍🤍 by @andreabruz

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a year ago

As this week leads up to 5 years since JB has passed, I cannot help to think of how truly blessed I am. I never had a sister, but JB knew how much I needed one, so he gave me his.🥹 Key West was his favorite place to go, and when one of his best friend’s moved there Chels and I knew the only way to honor JB was to go! It’s because of JB that his friends have become our family as well! Matt is not only his, but he’s mine and Chelsea as well. I felt him so much there this year while we were there, and as I look at ways to honor and remember him I have found it’s doing the things he loved most with the people he loved with all his heart are when I feel closet to him. So here’s to you JB and to many more trips to your favorite place with your favorite people❤️❤️ by @andreabruz

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Days like today make missing you even harder🤍 My how our babies have grown🥹 Here’s to a new year of you watching down on them and shining in their glory✨🪽 by @andreabruz

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2 years ago

This week was filled with so many emotions, as it has been 4 years without JB here on earth. This song speaks to me. The way I see it is, you have two choices in life; you can allow all the bad things that have happened to you follow you, or you can take those bad things and turn them into something special. Although it seems that as the years pass missing JB gets harder, I have found comfort in looking at all we have done in the year to honor HIM. I am amazed every day with our 4 beautiful children and how kind they are, how loving they are, how compassionate they are, and I cannot help but thank JB for helping our children to see the joy in each day. I tell them every day that it’s up to them to find the good in the day and that no matter how hard that they may feel, there is always one glimmer of hope. So as we go into year 4 without JB by my side, I can truly find many glimmers thanks to HIM. There isn’t a second that goes by that we aren’t living for him✨🤍🤍 by @andreabruz

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2 years ago

Birthdays are hard for me. On his birthday we do an amazing job remembering HIM, we do all the things that HE loved, we spend the day with HIS favorite people. It’s a day I don’t dread. But on their birthdays there is a void that will never be filled. There is a tremendous hole that is missing from their special day. A day that was so special between just him and I, a day that only he and I knew what had happened, a day that brought us closer with each child we had. My heart aches that Gordon wasn’t able to have more birthdays with JB. But I am grateful for for the one that he did have with him, this was our last family picture together! I cannot believe that our baby is FIVE!!🎈🎈He talked a lot about you this week, and I think that’s because this was the first year he really understood that you were not here on earth to celebrate with him. He missed you, I missed you, WE all missed you🤍🤍 But I know you were with us, we even saw the cotton candy sky you gave him this morning🌅Gordon is a strong, fierce, kind, and loving little boy!! I know you are so proud of him! He amazes me every single day! Happy birthday Gordy we love you❤️❤️ by @andreabruz

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3 years ago

3 years! That’s 1,095 days since we have heard your voice, felt your touch, seen your face. That’s 1,095 days of memories you haven’t been here for on earth to watch along side me. I thought long and hard on what to write to you today. I knew that I could share pictures of you that we all know and love with all our being, but instead of posting pictures that I miss the most of you I decided to post all the amazing things that we have done since you passed to honor YOU! You have taught me so much about myself since you left this earth, you have taught me that I’m strong, I’m capable and most of all you have taught me what an amazing mother I am to our 4 babies. They say the hardest part about losing someone is letting go of what you thought your life was going to be, and excepting what your life now is. And although there are days where I must search hard to find that sliver of your light shinning through, I’m still able to find it. So today as we embark on year 3 without you here, I know that you are so proud of how we have spent these last 1,095. There isn’t a second that goes by that we are not living for you🤍🤍 by @andreabruz

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Gosh do I miss you!!❤️⭐️⭐️ by @andreabruz

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4 years ago

Happy birthday babe!!! Cheers to 44🍺 Not a day goes by that we aren’t celebrating you❤️❤️😇 by @andreabruz

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