Instagram story viewer> @ctrlaltkii> Posts

Keezy

@ctrlaltkii

1.2K

followers

9272

following

Mother of misfit animals • ever changing • eclectic • chronically oversharing • yapping about history • always reading • gaming

POSTS STORIES REELS TAGGED

My dumps are funny cause it’s just me, what I’m reading and my dogs 💅🏽 I made cupcakes inspired by this book. Very recently, I realized my all or nothing attitude that I was so convinced I worked through is something that I don’t think I’ll ever “conquer” and that in itself shows the very mindset of all or nothing. I expected my years of therapy and officially graduating from therapy meant I was better. Far from it! But now I have the tools to see it and work through it on my own. I realized I’ve been stopping myself from enjoying any hobbies or trying new things because I get immediately frustrated if I’m not perfect at it the first time. I was told by my loving brother I lack perseverance and while that stung, he’s completely right. I give up because I don’t wanna do difficult things because things are usually more difficult for me than the average because of a diagnosed learning disability I have. So I get mad and throw away and potential. I am embarrassed to admit, I’ve never tried even baking boxed goods because I felt shame it wouldn’t be “from scratch” (despite baking from scratch for years because of veganism- admittedly though, my mom created it and I would just put it in the oven), so I’ve been baking without thinking “oh well I have to post this” no. I don’t. And I don’t need it to taste or look perfect, it’s just fun. I also want to try coloring books next; which I always waved off because I felt “well I should be drawing this myself not just coloring in the lines” so what I’m saying is, I’ve been missing out on good because I’m aiming for perfect. I will continue working on this without an end goal. It’s continuous and that’s GOOD. by @ctrlaltkii

37

5

4 days ago

Margee update!!!
There is no way this could’ve happened without everyone’s help. We cannot thank you enough. I am one, currently jobless dog mom and I full time care for these 8 disabled pups. Thank you thank you. by @ctrlaltkii

56

0

5 days ago

Dress I stole out of my moms closet 😇 by @ctrlaltkii

28

0

5 days ago

Furry and full of fury ☠️ by @ctrlaltkii

42

1

11 days ago

Men when they find out women don’t dress themselves or do their makeup to impress them by @ctrlaltkii

19

4

12 days ago

Tomorrow is Margees Nubbie amputation. As you can see, she’s very expressive with her nubs and my chi mama heart is absolutely grieving knowing she’s losing even more of herself. But I have to remind myself; she was born without her front legs and she doesn’t know any different. Having chronic pain and swelling on one nub resulting is needing it taken off is only the loss of pain. She will still be expressive just in other ways. Probably more vocal which is hard to believe because she already never stops howling 😅 I cannot thank you enough for helping my sweetest special girl. We are almost at the original goal. Please share the gofundme link if able 🖤 thank you thank you by @ctrlaltkii

111

7

17 days ago

The time is nigh 🩸 thrifted this dress last year by @ctrlaltkii

42

4

17 days ago

Margees nub has ruptured and her bone is exposed. This is an emergency situation and she needs surgery as soon as possible. I’ve been physically sick over this despite her not even acting as if she’s injured. Dogs pain threshold is astronomical because I would be pretty upset if my bone was sticking out my skin 🥲 please please share her gofundme if you’re able 🩷 by @ctrlaltkii

468

16

18 days ago

My favorite thrift find of the year. I feel like a bat 🦇 by @ctrlaltkii

30

1

19 days ago

Every single woman you know has been assaulted and harassed by a man by @ctrlaltkii

105

0

20 days ago

Marceline the millipede queen 🖤 by @ctrlaltkii

169

6

22 days ago

Rest here, weary traveler
Thrifted dress 🖤⚔️ by @ctrlaltkii

29

2

a month ago