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This was the easy part. The hard part has been spending the last 2 years not giving a penny to Amazon, Target, Kellogg, Netflix, Hulu, Disney, Crunchy roll, McDonalds, Starbucks, ChicFilA, and countless others

Even when social gatherings forced proximity,
even when I needing something fast,
even when the alternatives were farther away,
even when not having it led to temporary boredom,
Etc

But it's so much easier to say I'll never give them a penny again. Now that i have an incredible list of alternatives.

I can finally say I've done my part.

So the least I can do is help others get to this point- if they wanted to. by @dijah.exe

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9 months ago

Imperfection is the word of the day.

There's a lot going on behind the curtain. Im in a transitional period yet again. God is guiding me to a life of fulfillment and joy. 🥰

I just have to be patient and fall in love with the journey. Because truthfully I think that's the entire point of life.

Loving the journey, appreciating life, giving back, learning often, maintaining health, being grateful and humble.

This journey is not a straight path. It's an imperfect path with mud, spikes, bugs, and spiderwebs. Full of imperfect people, obstacles, imperfect pets, and stressors.

No matter how lovely I may make the journey seem, I've come a LONG way, through poor treatment, my own mistakes, BS, loss, etc.

But there were also so many periods of laughter, dance, joy, hugs, and happy tears.

🥹 by @dijah.exe

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6 months ago

Goodbye CR. 🫶🏾🤎 by @dijah.exe

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6 months ago

🤎 Maintaining peace even as the alleged end draws near. Because often times, preparation is strength. Mentally, spiritually, and physically. We will be alright. by @dijah.exe

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7 months ago

Why am I so afraid to get back into content creation?

☆ Deep fakes scare me lmao
☆ Other people's projected negativity is exhausting
☆ I could lose my job (fascism amiright)
☆ Filming/Editing takes time and im already an engineer, developer, and student. 🫠

But what would make it worthwhile?

☆ Teaching people to stay grounded
☆ Hearing updates on healing progress
☆ Inspiring anyone to push themselves or TRY
☆ Helping people feel less alone, and more connected
☆ Sharing resources for self-sufficiency
☆ Spreading information faster than other means
☆ Teaching actionable methods of resistance in daily life

See how the pros outweigh the cons? 🥹 by @dijah.exe

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8 months ago

Buenas~~~ ♡

So I've been thinking...

I set my highest financial goal 7 years ago. But when it came to jobs I was cool with whatever, as long as each job gradually paid more. Then I made a decision to take my first pay cut, which felt worth it at the time due to how much i LOVED the job and work environment.

But there came a point where i thought... why would i abandon my own goals? What did i REALLY gain other than warm fuzzies? So finally... at the end of last year, 5 years after my goal was initially set, I landed a job that almost tripled my salary. With 6 years experience, delusion, and ambition under my belt, I had finally reached my goal. And all it took was about a month of consistent applying to jobs that I swore wouldn't give me the time of day.

In all honestly it made me realize how much time i had previously wasted. I should've been ambitious off rip. It's pretty incredible what you can achieve when you pursue your goals aggressively...

So let's do it again, but much, much bigger.

This post marks a promise I've made to myself to attain two tangible things. A financial goal AND a business goal. Unmistakable and incredibly specific goals that I WILL achieve no matter how long it takes.

I found a direction that will bring me fulfillment without fail, and I'll dedicate my life to it without question. 🤎

It feels good to not feel overburdened by things way out of my control. I will simply do what I can, for as long as I can, as hard as I can.

Insane what a bit of silence and meditation can do.

Anyway.

Don't stop working on yourself,
Chase your goals,
Love yall ♡ by @dijah.exe

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8 months ago

Im much quieter when all my needs are met. 🙂‍↕️ by @dijah.exe

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a year ago

Until the official photos drop, these will have to do 🤭💕 by @dijah.exe

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a year ago

At the mall, I got asked what high school I go to, and yes it made my day. Class of 2013 baby 😂✨️ by @dijah.exe

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a year ago

Insane how close grief lies next to nostalgia. People we want can feel so far away, unattainable or just barely out of reach... Craving the joy of the past, and the permanence we subconsciously swore it would have. These feelings can come from the inanimate and the living alike... It's beautiful. It's unsettling. It's life. 🪷 by @dijah.exe

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a year ago

Dear diary - clearly im learning to shut the fuck up and post less. But what do I do with these thoughts and feelings when i have no time to do my hobbies 🥲✨️ by @dijah.exe

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a year ago

I feel a version of me dying. But I will not mourn her. Shedding her is inevitable and will allow me to grow.

I'm noticing i feel much more comfortable with my scarves and with my current circle. Im happier when I study and reach out to family more. I'm filled with gratitude and love.

Yet...

I've denied myself monetary progress. I've put aside personal goals for the sake of others.

At what point will I choose helping myself over others without feeling guilt? by @dijah.exe

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2 years ago