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Dorian Foster-Reimer

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On September 30th, 2025, I was four hours away from home at a Tennis meet. When we got there I had noticed a crow looking down at me. One singular crow. And if you know anything about me, I’m very superstitious when it comes to counting crows. One crow means sorrow and I had assumed it would be the outcome of the game. During the game, I also saw a man who looked exactly like you pass by. I told myself I should text you. That it had been awhile and I missed you. So that was my plan after the game. We ended up losing and that was that. When I returned to my phone I had gotten a message from someone who I hadn’t spoken with in a little bit. Innocently, I was curious as to what she was texting me about. In her message was a screenshot and a message saying how sorry she was. And with many hours left of this tournament, this is how I found out you had passed away. I fell to my knees after repeatedly trying to call you and failing. I didn’t want to believe it. I couldn’t. How could you be dead? It was a trick, a prank. A sick dream. But it wasn’t. The first time I met your family was at your funeral. After two years of you saying how much they would have loved me, two years of talking about your sister and how alike we are. I couldn’t even see you one last time. Whether this was true or not I may never know but in my reality, it feels as if I’ve lost my person. Because you made me love music again. Now you’re gone, the songs we sang, the ones that reminded me of you I can’t listen to anymore. Because you were my music. I don’t find myself singing just to sing anymore. That’s was something you brought out in me. You were so bright. Your smile and laugh always made me smile. You lit up rooms because you were a sun. You were my sun and I loved you and will continue to love you so much. You were my best friend and honestly more than that. And I will hold our time together so close to me. by @dorianfosterreimer

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God I love these clowns by @dorianfosterreimer

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a month ago

Second Week of College and finally had time to post! by @dorianfosterreimer

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It’s been 11 months now. I know I’m posting this so early but I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately. I recently moved into college and I can’t help but think about something you said to me when I told you I wanted to come here. You said “Lacrosse, that’s not too far, I can drive down there.” And that was it. No pressure of the future or to change any of my plans just a statement: I can come visit you. You made me feel like I could actually be myself even if I am still working on that part. I wish you could come visit but you’re here with me everyday by @dorianfosterreimer

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I love you more than you will ever know and miss you now more than ever. Dorian I wish we had more time but I know you’re ready to go off to college. As long as you don’t forget about me we will stay in contact and become even closer. I love you so much. -Winnie by @dorianfosterreimer

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2 months ago

Happy Pride! Had a great time at Rocky Horror by @dorianfosterreimer

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2 months ago

It’s been ten months now. And in one month I leave for college. Which is just weird but I’m excited. Not only to go on a new adventure but also because everything here reminds me of you. Every red car, every road, every guy. I see you everywhere and it hurts cause none of these things are you. And they won’t be. I just really miss you. Everything is so different without you. I just don’t get it; why did you have to go? by @dorianfosterreimer

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3 months ago

Long over due post but I had a wonderful time in the UK! Got to see people I hadn’t for a long time, saw Ethel Cain in Concert, got a tattoo, did a bunch of shopping, and bought myself my first drink!! I can’t wait to go back. taken in Bristol, United Kingdom by @dorianfosterreimer

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3 months ago

It’s been 9 months. Before you had passed I had written a short story about you for class, comparing you to the sun. After you had passed, I talked to your sister and she kept saying how bright you were. And I think a lot of people felt that way. Your smile lit up and room. I could never help myself from laughing whenever we were together. You were so bright but even through the dark I remember the time I had with you; the good and the bad and I see a glimpse of what is was like with you here. I got a tattoo for you. It’s a sun with the spiral being from a piece of art you made for me. Thank you @divinedemontattoo for doing such an amazing job. I love the tattoo so much. by @dorianfosterreimer

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4 months ago

LONG OVER DUE GRADUATION POST: I can’t believe it’s over. It’s been a couple weeks and it still hasn’t hit me. Thank you all who have stuck with me through this crazy journey. Keep being yourself in a world that wants you to change. And in case I don’t see ya good afternoon, good evening and goodnight! by @dorianfosterreimer

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4 months ago

Omg I had a blast seeing @thelastdinnerparty at St Paul’s Palace Theatre tonight. It’s probably the best concert I’ve ever been to and totally made me cry. Thank you for singing Burn Alive (it’s my fav song)!! by @dorianfosterreimer

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4 months ago

I have been dreaming of graduation for years but never once had I imagine it without you. I think that’s the worst part. I had never imagined my future without you there. And now I have to start. I can’t believe it has been 8 months without you. Time is weird, each day drags on while also going faster with each second. But every second I’m thinking of you. I wish you could be here. My grad cap is dedicated to our song so you could still be here. Because you should be, by @dorianfosterreimer

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