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Francesca (Frankie) Squeaks

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Memorial Page for my little Frankie.
09/03/2012 - 09/25/2026
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I really tried so hard to save my baby girl. But sadly as of 8:16am this morning my girl crossed over the rainbow bridge. I wish I could have done more. I have so many regrets. My heart is completely shattered. There will never be another Frankie. My reason for living is gone. My world is much darker now without her light. Rest in peace my sweet girl.

Frankie Mendoza 9/3/2012 - 9/25/2026 by @frankiesqueaks

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22 days ago

I hope that in doggy heaven she has infinite meat sticks. 😭😭😭😭 by @frankiesqueaks

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8 hours ago

A week without my girl has felt like a lifetime. The emptiness I feel can’t be described in words. The signs were there, I knew. I just didn’t want to accept it. We can’t stop the hands of time. But one thing is for certain, love transcends time and space.. they’ll always find a way to reach us. Ash 25, the day I took Frankie to get cremated, the 25th. I know she’s with my dad and Karla. Karla/Kas and 3/4, my dad’s birthday. 9/3 was Frankie’s bday. And the last one, 143 4 8. I love you for ♾️. 😭🐶🩷♾️ @frankiesqueaks by @frankiesqueaks

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15 days ago

I received in the mail today this beautiful piece of art that my friend Christy created of my little Frankie. A couple days before she passed I had been talking about taking her to the pumpkin patch in October. Sadly that day will never come. But this artwork is a beautiful sign that Frankie is listening. She is near. Even though the grief stops me from feeling it right now.
Thank you Christie, this art means more to me than you can imagine. This piece of art warmed my heart in more ways than you know. As soon as I get a chance I’m going to frame it and take a better photo of it. I’m so grateful for you!
If anyone loves whimsical art, please reach out to Christy. @christy.in.wonderland by @frankiesqueaks

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18 days ago

My angel. 💔💔💔😭😭😭 by @frankiesqueaks

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18 days ago

💔 by @frankiesqueaks

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20 days ago

My reason for living has ceased to exist as of 8:16am this morning. She saved my life more times than I can count. I’ll forever be grateful that we existed together in this dimension. She was the light that would guide me every single day. Every decision I made, I took her well-being into consideration. The days I just couldn’t get out of bed, she forced me. She motivated me to get up, forced me to live. I don’t know how I will live without her. Nor do I even want to. This world right now is not a place that I currently want to exist in. I want to be with my baby girl. Goodbye my little Frankie. Momma will be there soon.

Frankie Mendoza 9/3/2012 - 9/25/2026 by @frankiesqueaks

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22 days ago

11+ years ago when Mikey was in a coma the doctor told me that there was nothing more that they could do for him and that it was up to Mikey to fight to live. It gave me hope. But then it completely destroyed me when he was taken off life support. It took me years to get through that loss. And I’m still not over it. That’s grief, it just evolves into different form. We learn to live with it.
Yesterday, Frankie’s doctor said to me, “there’s nothing more we can do, it’s up to Frankie now to fight and survive.” Hearing the Dr. say almost those exact words about Frankie took me right back to that day. His words put me in a bit of a panic state. I know Mikey tried but still couldn’t survive. And I know I will probably lose Frankie too. Even if I spent all my savings giving her the recommended blood transfusion and bone marrow biopsy, and God knows what else, there is no guarantee that Frankie will make it through that process. I know Frankie is tired but I will not lose hope. I will keep trying to heal her at home until I can’t try anymore. Frankie is more than a dog to me. She is my only child. My soulmate. The love of my life. I don’t know how I will survive without her. And I know many people lose dogs every day and continue going on but I am not the best at grief. Everyone that truly knows me knows my feelings about life. And she’s the only thing worth living for. So I will continue praying. And I will continue trying. Because I believe in miracles. #souldog by @frankiesqueaks

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25 days ago

Health update: Frankie had one last vet visit to try and see what we missed. We’ve done every blood test, urine analysis , and test possible. The ITP that she was diagnosed with a few years ago seems to be the culprit. We also think she might have an inactive bone marrow. An inactive bone marrow does not produce enough healthy blood cells. Which would not be a good diagnosis if you don’t already create blood platelets.
She would need a blood transfusion as well as a bone marrow biopsy. Depending on the results, possible bone marrow transplant in the future which she is too old for. I don’t know if I want to put her through that just to potentially extend her life just a little bit longer. That’s even if she makes it through the process.
The vet said it’s up to her body to fight this. It’s up to Frankie now. So i’ve decided just to let nature take its course. Praying for a miracle. by @frankiesqueaks

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a month ago

Frankie has diarrhea now. This poor girl can’t catch a break. So I gave her a bath and was just in shock of what I saw. It’s hard to see how skinny she had gotten with all the fur. Down to 6 pounds. 😭😭😭😭😭
I’m taking her to the ER in the morning to see if there’s something that was missed at her vet’s office. I’m praying for a miracle. 😭😭😭
And thank you all for the suggestions on helping my girl. I’ve tried them all and the ER is my last option. If the ER says it’s time to say goodbye, I’ll have to say goodbye. But my prayer is that she regains her appetite, her good health, and her spunky energy. by @frankiesqueaks

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a month ago

In honor of suicide prevention month, I would personally like to thank my dog, Frankie. Without her I would have given up long ago. 🩷 #suicidepreventionmonth by @frankiesqueaks

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a month ago

Health update: Frankie is still not eating. Surviving on nutritional gel. No longer interested in broth, baby food, or anything of nutritional value. She is down to 6 pounds. 40% body weight loss. I’m preparing myself but praying for a miracle. by @frankiesqueaks

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