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My reason for living has ceased to exist as of 8:16am this morning. She saved my life more times than I can count. I’ll forever be grateful that we existed together in this dimension. She was the light that would guide me every single day. Every decision I made, I took her well-being into consideration. The days I just couldn’t get out of bed, she forced me. She motivated me to get up, forced me to live. I don’t know how I will live without her. Nor do I even want to. This world right now is not a place that I currently want to exist in. I want to be with my baby girl. Goodbye my little Frankie. Momma will be there soon.

Frankie Mendoza 9/3/2012 - 9/25/2026 by @happymarcy

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22 days ago

2 years without her. Feels like a lifetime. I wish we had more time. 💔
Karla Socorro Lopez 1/25/83 - 7/29/2023 by @happymarcy

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a year ago

20 years ago! My coffin case modeling days. What an awesome find! Grateful for my life experiences. Thank you, @jonnycoffin ! 🙏🏽 #linkinpark #alienantfarm #incubus #pod #revolvermagazine #coffincase by @happymarcy

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5 years ago

“The eyes tell stories the mouth never can.” -unknown by @happymarcy

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I hope in doggy heaven she has infinite meat sticks. 😭😭😭😭 by @happymarcy

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💔🐶💔 by @happymarcy

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She fits in the palm of my hand. 😭💔 If I made a list of everybody that I’ve lost in my life, that list would be as long as a CVS receipt. I’m no stranger to grief. What I am a stranger to is losing the one being that kept me sane during those losses. She may just be a dog to many people, but to me she was my child. I made the conscious decision to not have bio children. I never knew that my child would come through anyway in the form of a dog. She was my baby. She was my life. After Mikey passed away I wanted to end it all, she is the reason I kept going. She is the reason I never gave up. Because she needed me. And I needed her. She was the only light in my life. My reason to keep going. Without her this world is unbearable. Now I have to navigate this cruel world without her. How?! I need to find a reason to keep going aside from my friends and family. I know they love me but I need to want to stay for me. I need to find a purpose for me. I’ve lived for others all my life. Now I need to live for me. And that is the difficult part. #frankie4♾️
PS, thank you to my sister Rosie for picking up Frankie for me from the crematorium and bringing her all the way to me. I’m grateful. by @happymarcy

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I’ve been watching Stevie the past couple weeks. He has helped to get me out of bed and continue the routine I had with Frankie. It’s definitely not easy. Frankie was his only friend. I miss them playing together. I miss her. 💔💔💔 by @happymarcy

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A week without my girl has felt like a lifetime. The emptiness I feel can’t be described in words. The signs were there, I knew. I just didn’t want to accept it. We can’t stop the hands of time. But one thing is for certain, love transcends time and space.. they’ll always find a way to reach us. Ash 25, the day I took Frankie to get cremated, the 25th. I know she’s with my dad and Karla. Karla/Kas and 3/4, my dad’s birthday. 9/3 was Frankie’s bday. And the last one, 143 4 8. I love you for ♾️. 😭🐶🩷♾️ @frankiesqueaks by @happymarcy

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She used to love her belly rubs. She never wanted me to stop. 😭😭😭😭😭 #1weekwithoutyou @frankiesqueaks by @happymarcy

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This was from a year ago. Fresh chicken was her motivation. She loved it. In her last days she couldn’t even eat her favorite chicken. 😭😭😭💔💔💔 by @happymarcy

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