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“They will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit.”” ‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭17‬:‭8‬ ‭NIV‬‬ taken in Raleigh, North Carolina by @ijjarek
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3 years ago today, I made Jesus the Lord of my life🥹

These three years have somehow been both the slowest and fastest years of my life, but without a doubt, the fullest.

On 10/08/2023, I walked away from a life of impurity, conceit, insecurity, people-pleasing, smoking, drinking, vaping, numbing out, searching for love in all the wrong places, searching for worth in my achievements and relationships, constant anxiety and unforgiveness. 

What I gave up was nothing compared to what I gained. A relationship with my Creator. A spiritual family. A purpose bigger than myself. The privilege of helping others know Him. And a hope that even the deepest grief cannot take away. 

This past year has been the hardest, most bittersweet, and perhaps most transformative year of my life. I was able to baptize my mom and then watched her pass away two months later. I experienced a depth of grief I never knew existed, and had to learn how to keep walking with God and leading others, when my heart was breaking. This year, I’ve learned that sometimes faith looks like choosing to cling to Him when life is painful. More than anything, this year has humbled me. I used to think spiritual maturity meant knowing more, but I’m learning that sometimes it means becoming more dependent on Jesus.

I’m definitely not the same girl who went into that water three years ago and I’m nowhere near finished becoming who God is calling me to be, but thank you, God, for saving me. Three years down, a lifetime to go🤍

“You will show me the way of life, granting me the joy of your presence and the pleasures of living with you forever.”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭16‬:‭11‬ ‭NLT‬‬

10/08/2023 💌 by @ijjarek
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Goodbye summer🫧 by @ijjarek
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ROC 2026✨ #rcw taken in Los Angeles, California by @ijjarek
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Growing up in Maryland 🌾 taken in Maryland by @ijjarek
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🤎🕊️✨ taken in Los Angeles, California by @ijjarek
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June📨 taken in Raleigh, North Carolina by @ijjarek
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Happy National Nika Furgz Day!! 🤍 Happy 25th birthday to a friend who’s been there through thick & thin! You’re one of my fav people to laugh with and I’m so grateful God placed us at the same job back in 2023!! Love you 4ever my sista🎂 by @ijjarek
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#happyearthday🌎🌱🤍 taken in Just Passing Through by @ijjarek
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Smiling bc God is good & His love endures 4eva taken in Raleigh, North Carolina by @ijjarek
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9 months ago
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There is so much to be thankful for this year🥹 by @ijjarek
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10 months ago
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Happy 54th Birthday, Mom!! 🤍

Every year, I’d ask what you wanted for your birthday, and every year, all you wanted was to be around your kids. I’m sorry I can’t give you that this year, but heaven is a pretty cool gift too.🥹

Usually, I’d bring you stargazer lilies and buy you something practical (even though you never wanted anything — yet somehow, it usually turned out to be pretty useful😆). But this year is different. Bittersweet.

Losing you has been one of the hardest mountains I’ve ever had to climb. But I’m so proud of how hard you fought to stay here, and I’m grateful for every extra moment God gave us with you. I know He wanted you back home with Him.

I’ll never forget when you said, “I wish I could be your mom for longer.”

Because I wish I could be your daughter for longer.🤍

I love you forever, Mom. Happy birthday.🕊️ by @ijjarek
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