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Restless, gut-🔎idealist that falls fast×hard and loves nature, art, science, RPMs/Hz's, humour, games, & sports. Rec. acc.
My saviour: @levertrough

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I have reached a tremendous milestone, or at least have experienced an event that has rewarded a certain weekly effort I exert with earphones in in a certain, positive way for the first time. The event in question I have dmed a few people about but will not be posting publicly about. Dm if curious.

The bottom line is that if it hurts but you're sure it'll be a net positive, "pull the trigger", as Dan Peña would say. taken in Breakthrough by @jubilairee

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I have not claimed ownership of the featured image. Anyways,

in this year's vasoconstriction hibernation #ideation discussion #production , #we bring to you a baangaar. In the #chat in #question, #right #outside the screenshot's (see image) frame, the following #quotes were delivered and probably composed on the #spot ,
"it is not even that we want to #stay a little longer in the #fantasy realms—we don't even #dream as much anymore—it's just that the #value of #rest has increased.
#hope to dream more"
"#damn "
"#wow #bro "
"#poetic"
One really gets to see the #power of the #internet in such #cozy , #bittersweet #times of the #year with #friends . At least in the past #2 year-turns I have.

Moral of the story: #nevergiveup the #hobby of not avoiding the lack of #stayhome ☝️😥

*NOTE: the quotes do not originally contain hashtags.* taken in Rejuvenation by @jubilairee

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More than 4 shots in a small/regular serving(cup)—especially after a whole month of less than 3 per serving—tastes and "mouthfeels" way different than 4; additionally, the top of the cup is way different than the last few sips: more bitter like whole, dark chocolate and also smoother and more viscous like milk!

That was later this morning, right after a session spent chasing a high (literally), which is where this post's audio comes in. What you heard is the section just before the final climax; this part tells me that we're about to hit top gait. I'm limited by an unknown health condition that prevents me from sustaining that velocity for long- umm, but for the short (OMG I just realised due to this post, where I have a duty to know what I'm talking about, that all-out can't be maintained for a long time! Regardless, even at lower paces, I feel horrible after a while, so I can't be too easy on myself) duration that I am allowed to indulge in it (let "it" be called Peak Renith) by the permission and grace of Allah العزيز الجبار, I am thankful and almost in a different flow-state-y fantastical frame of being.

The piece's acme is longer than my apogee, but for a/the few bats of an eye for which I'm at Peak Renith, it's a whale of a time, yet total bliss. That is where the border between pleasure and calamity is, and it is up to me to control these with informed sensitivity and layperson intuition (?). That is where strength and sanguineness meet finitude and fear. That is where the heart climbs Over the Horizon (Jacob Collier (J.C)). That's where "the winds of change" "blow" (J.C's "Bakumbe"!). Sure it's been accompanied by a bit of hell of pain, but that's where the "little piece a heaven that the Lord sent down" is (Home Free's "Leave This Town"). That is an idyll on this Earth, at least for me, at least the best one. taken in Idyll by @jubilairee

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