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Jas Kaur Khan

@jusjas2026

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Learning to live again after losing the love of my life
@farhaanskhan 🫶♾️
Sharing my grief, my love & my life

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Four months back, my husband Farhan suffered a brain haemorrhage. He underwent surgery and treatment for two months, but he remained in a coma the entire time. We lost him in April.

I won’t lie… life has been brutal since. I feel completely lost. The toughest part has been managing Sahir’s emotions while I can barely hold myself together. Even now, I break down every night and every morning.

But I made Farhan a promise — that I will take care of Sahir and myself, because that’s what mattered most to him.

I’m not okay yet. But I’m trying. Farhan’s love is my strength. It will keep me going.

Just sharing a piece of my life with you all. Thank you for being here. 🤍

#lifeafterloss #widow #grief #healing #doorhoke taken in Mumbai, Maharashtra by @jusjas2026

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22 years of knowing you. 19 years of loving you. 15 yrs of a beautiful marriage. Some stories don’t end with death.

#lovestory #losingaspouse #missmyhusband #widowlife #lossandgrief by @jusjas2026

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I love you so much that I don’t even want you to go through the unbearable pain of losing me 😟

#missmyhusband #losingaspouse #widowlife #lossandgrief #lifeafterloss taken in Mumbai, Maharashtra by @jusjas2026

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Even if it’s for a few seconds, he is alive again. In that person’s world…in that moment, he still exists.

Then I have to say the words.

#losingaspouse #griefandloss #healingjourney #lifeafterloss #widowhood by @jusjas2026

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9 days ago

Now I don’t need to search for you in a crowd because you are always walking beside me.

#lossofaspouse #missyouhubby #learningtoliveagain #griefjourney #healingjourney taken in Mumbai, Maharashtra by @jusjas2026

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15 days ago

The last six months have been the worst of my life.

And I know it doesn’t end here. The pain, the grief, the sadness…it will go on. It has become a part of me now.

If given a choice, I wouldn’t want to do anything.

But life has to go on. For Sahir.

He gives me strength to keep going.

And I know that the only way I can make Farhan happy…the only way I can ensure his soul is at peace…is by living for our son, loving him and doing everything for him that we planned together.

#lifeafterloss #grieving #rebuildingafterloss #widowhood #6monthswithoutyou taken in Mumbai, Maharashtra by @jusjas2026

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16 days ago

Life changes a lot after losing a spouse. Not just in the big, obvious ways…but in the small moments you never even imagined. The ones you were never prepared for…not even in your worst nightmare.

Every time I filled a form and wrote Farhan’s details, I felt safe. Covered. Like we had each other’s back. If I couldn’t pick up the phone in an emergency, he would be there for Sahir. Always.

But now it’s just me. I feel alone. I feel scared. And that is the truth.

#lifeafterloss #widowhood #losingaspouse #grieving #tryingtoheal taken in Mumbai, Maharashtra by @jusjas2026

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23 days ago

8.9.2026 - 7 months since you last saw us!

Death is brutal. It is cruel. It breaks you. But it’s a reality.

Still I pray for a miracle everyday!

#lifeafterloss #grieving #grievingwife #tryingtoheal #prayingfortheimpossible taken in Mumbai, Maharashtra by @jusjas2026

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I don’t have a before after picture because I didn’t take one. I immediately sat to fix it. I didn’t waste a single minute. It was like I had to fix it back else I’d lose farhan all over again.

Thank you Bappa for letting me keep his memory in you 🙏🏽

#ganpatibappamorya #lifeafterloss #grievingjourney #healingwhilegrieving #widowlife taken in Mumbai, Maharashtra by @jusjas2026

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It is not easy. But life has to go on.

Sahir has a whole life ahead of him and I cannot let my feeling of hopelessness affect his future.

I am trying to normalize things for him, do everything that Farhan would have done, create new memories.

I know this is what Farhan would have wanted.

#lifeafterloss #griefjourney #healingafterloss #losingalovedone #livingafterloss taken in Mumbai, Maharashtra by @jusjas2026

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Life will never be the same. I will be strong for my son. I will learn to live again. I will keep going. I will make new memories. But frankly the pain, the grief, the sadness…it never truly goes away.

This is the life God has chosen for me. Only He knows why. Some days it feels like a punishment. Like an umar qaid ki sazaa. But if this is what God has decided so be it.

Because the same God also gave me nineteen years with the most wonderful man I have ever known. He gave me memories that a lifetime cannot erase. He gave me a love most people only dream of. For that, I am grateful 🤍🙏🏽

#healingjourney #griefjourney #widowjourney #lossjourney #lifejourney taken in Mumbai, Maharashtra by @jusjas2026

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2 months ago

I’m not an easy person to live with.

Life made me guarded, difficult, hard. And for the longest time, I believed that’s just who I was.

Then Farhan came along.

He brought out a softness in me I never knew existed. I learned patience, warmth, gentleness…things I had never known about myself.

He never asked me to change. He just loved me until I loved myself.

And now that he’s gone, I’m scared. Scared I’ll go back to who I was before him.

Because I don’t know how to be this person without him. 🤍

#rawemotions #griefandloss #lifeafterloss #tryingtoheal #grievingjourney taken in Mumbai, Maharashtra by @jusjas2026

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